20/2/23
Spiritual perfection and physical vitality mantras for twenty minutes.
Elemental meditation for about ten minutes. I’m finding it most difficult to connect with the element of Water because I often feel like I am cut off from any real emotion or feeling.
The daily practice from Wealth Magick and meditation to a binaural track for an hour.
Lwa empowerments and sexual alchemy practice before bed.
End of the adventures.
21/2/23 & 22/2/23
Spiritual perfection and physical vitality mantras for thirty minutes.
Meditation to a binaural track for an hour.
The repetitive nature of what I’ve been doing for the last year has started to feel like a chore and I’m losing interest. I’m not sure where to take my magick now, but I’m considering focusing on some pure theurgy for a while. I’d like to get better at the assertion of will without the intercession of spirits.
Ended the days’ adventures with some sexual alchemy and falling asleep to an ascension subliminal.
23/2/23
The usual mantras and meditation. I can feel things shifting, and my daily life is beginning to feel a bit surreal. Life is going well; money is flowing to me regularly, more so than before. My energy is a little drained, though. I’m working a lot, and the mental stress gets exhausting sometimes.
My New Year’s offering to members of the forum was a success, and I hope those who made requests get some good results from the work.
With my prosperity workings finally beginning to bear fruit, perhaps it’s time to turn my attention to some love magick. I’ve never really felt a need for it so it’s a bit of a weakness of mine and my skills could probably use some sharpening in that area.
End of the adventures.
24/2/23
A busy day, mundane wise. Only managed the spiritual perfection mantra for twenty minutes or so in the morning, and then meditation to a binaural for an hour in the evening.
I mentioned I was thinking about possibly doing some love magick in my last journal entry and today I picked up on several women checking me out. Synchronicity be funny that way sometimes.
Finished the day’s adventures with falling asleep to an ascension subliminal track.
25/2/23 & 26/2/23
I’ve taken a break from the angelic mantras. I think I need a reset, maybe to work on something else for a while. I’ve used the mantras daily for so long, though, that they automatically come into my mind at random times throughout the day with the sudden urge to chant them.
I’m still torn as to in what direction to take my magick. I have so many books I could work through and so many paths that look interesting that I have a bad case of analysis paralysis. Of course, that’s just an excuse. There are many forces and powers vying for my attention, so I just need to make a choice and move forward.
And the adventures continue.
27/2/23 and 28/2/23
I’ve had a few successes with instant manifestation through pure assertion of will. I seem able to influence random events fairly easily, but directly influencing people is appearing to be a bit more difficult.
I’m slowly rewriting the rules of my reality. It’s a work in progress, though, pulling on each strand that makes up my life, and deciding whether to strengthen it or sever it and each part having a direct effect on the others. It gets tedious at times but i don’t want to collapse the whole thing. Not yet, anyway.
I’m still struggling to maintain the god-state while bogged down in the minutia of the current reality. It’s far too easy to put the focus fully on the mundane tasks than to keep it on the Eternal reality at the same time as engaging in those tasks.
The adventures continue.
Pure assertion of will… please don’t spare any detail. Share sir.
1/3/23
Had another fulfillment of instant manifestation of will. I needed to pick up some papers and the particular government building I had to go to was always crowded with a usual wait time of an hour or more, so as I was walking, I took a breath, closed my eyes for a brief moment and visualized walking through the door to an empty place, with no line up. I held the image for a blink and decreed out loud that when I arrived, there would be no one waiting. Then I let it go.
When I got there, the place was completely empty, and I only had to wait five minutes before being able to pick up my paperwork.
After taking a few days off from the angelic mantras, I decided to experiment with the soul travel mantra. I haven’t really worked with it so I figured it might be fun to play with. I chanted it for about twenty minutes, and I felt a definite energy spread across my scalp and down my spine. I got a slight headache as well. I didn’t do any travelling though.
End of the day’s adventures.
2/3/23 & 3/3/23
Busy days. Just mundane work, and chanting the soul travel mantra mainly. Have also been meditating to a binaural track for about an hour.
Manipulating people through assertion of will requires more work. Events and situations seem to be better suited for the technique.
The adventures continue.
4/3/23 & 5/3/23
Not much to report. Still experimenting with manipulating someone through pure assertion of will. I think the main issue I’m having is attachment to the outcome. It’s work related and so there is a bit of stress over it.
I’ve been meditating to a binaural track twice a day for up to an hour. I definitely slip into an altered state when I do so and sometimes things feel off kilter when I come out of it.
I can still sense the forces moving things into place around me. There’s some big changes a’ brewing.
And the adventures flow on.
6/3/23
Finally! A success with manipulating someone through pure assertion of will. It took four days for the person to do what I wanted. It probably took that long because I was too attached to the result and kept repeating the intention. More experimenting is required.
I’ve been able to extend the altered state for about half an hour after my daily meditation, though not while doing anything overly physical. Activity still makes me fall back into the beta state.
I’ve chosen some heavy magick to work through for the next 100 days. I’ve been pretty lax with ritual, focusing mostly on my mantras and meditation, so I figured i could use some deep immersion for a bit.
And the adventures continue.
7/3/23
Started the day with some meditation for an hour upon waking.
I’m trying to wean myself off my dependance on energy drinks, so I chanted the physical vitality mantra for twenty minutes in conjunction with a few repetitions of Jason Miller’s Breath of Fire to help perk me up in the afternoon.
Meditated to a binaural track for an hour in the evening. I’m beginning to sink deeper into the altered state and to maintain it longer.
Before bed, I chanted the soul travel mantra for about ten minutes and then decided to take a shamanic journey. Unfortunately, there seemed to be some kind of interference and the whole thing felt really off. I met my guide, Sam, at the base of the Axis Mundi, but when I set my intention and began to climb the World Tree, it felt wrong somehow. I think Sam felt it too because he was plaintively meowing in my ear from his usual perch on my shoulder.
I tried to shrug it off and continued on, but when I pushed my way through into the Upper World, I came out upon a stark, wind blasted landscape. It was cold, and snowy. There was some sort of temple in the distance and I tried to walk towards it but I didn’t get very far before I felt the need to return.
I don’t know what happened or what caused the sensation of wrongness. Sam was understandably anxious about it though. I decided to stop the journey and try again another day.
To end the day’s adventures, I fell asleep to a lucid dreaming binaural track.
8/3/23
Meditation in the morning.
Started chanting the spiritual perfection mantra again. It feels kind of awkward not to, for some reason. I guess it’s become so engrained in my brain now since I have chanted it almost every day for two years that it comes up whether I want it to or not lol
More meditation in the late afternoon to a binaural track for an hour.
As part of my deep magick immersion, I’ve decided to work through Damon Brand’s Success Magick again, so in the evening I started the first Enochian ritual.
Fell asleep to a lucid dreaming binaural again to end the day’s adventures.
9/3/23
Meditation upon waking.
Spiritual perfection mantra for twenty minutes.
More meditation in the afternoon.
Success Magick ritual in the evening.
10/3/23
A pretty good day.
A simple breath meditation upon awakening.
Chanting of the spiritual perfection mantra for thirty minutes.
A longer meditation to a binaural track in the late afternoon.
Chanting of the wealth mantra for twenty minutes.
Success Magick ritual in the evening.
Sir or madam, have you written many books on your personal daily routines? It might be something younger mages would like to try out if it was explained in greater detail… Or was it just something you’ll be saving for yourself, like ya know, your craft secrets. What’s gotten you to this level of divinity already on your livelihood
No, I never thought there would be any interest in what I do on a day to day basis. I’m just an average Joe, not a professional magician and what I do isn’t all that spectacular.
11/3/23
Had a busy day so the morning was a bit rushed. Only managed to do the spiritual perfection mantra for about twenty minutes before darting off to work.
In the late afternoon, I meditated to a binaural track for an hour.
Chanted the wealth mantra for fifteen minutes in the late evening, and performed the Success Magick ritual before bed.
Fell asleep to a binaural track for lucid dreams.
12/3/23
A relaxed day, but woke up feeling very exhausted. Didn’t remember any dreams.
Meditation in the morning.
Spiritual perfection mantra for thirty minutes.
Meditation to a binaural in the late afternoon.
Wealth mantra for thirty minutes.
Success Magick ritual before bed.
End of the day’s adventures.
13/3/23
Mantras and meditation throughout the day. Things are…happening. I can feel it.
It seems I’ve reached a tipping point, which is odd, since I’m not doing anything I haven’t done many times before but I can sense something big shifting.
Success Magick ritual before bed.