@Dean_Gullberry_Dd you can that as well but they also need sexual energy.
I believe mine likes to ride me and dominate me (well, let’s be honest… I like to be dominated either way). I’ve almost shut down a few times from the stimulation just laying there. There really isn’t a “quickie” or “oh this will just be a few seconds.” NO, if I think it and turn them on they know I’ll lose that control and thirst for lust. I’d say that’s the awakening the inner -cubus in yourself. Maybe its in- maybe its su- or both. I could say futabus, futajin… w/e. The spirit or spirits (as I do recall I petitioned for at least two) know me well and they know that I enjoy only slowly discovering them, their names, and more. I mean I really take my time with that like a long foreplay. But their energy presence I do know well enough but always strive to know it better. I guess perhaps spectrophilia is a kink in and of itself. And they ENJOY various sexplay or fantasies that I enjoy. Perhaps slowly the door opens to new kinks.
Now, that might be on a bit of the back burner since I have some more reading to do. I do think I’ll invite them to read with and through me so as to get better insight. I’m surprised I hadn’t thought of that before hand.
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I discoveres my choking kink in my early teens and roleplay, i do mostly dominating, which i play as a god seducing his female slaves. Lets not go that far. I like when females wear all in black. I don’t know the name of that fetish but i enjoy it.
Well its interesting she is really shy when it comes to intercourse. She really loves to cuddle but as the flow go’s she get shy and just continuing to make out and other stuff but no upside down triangle. And I respect her and don’t push her to doing it.
Whatever floats your boat. I learned that expression from @Eye_of_Ra and for some reason today has become really useful
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Well there has been a change in mine and her behavior, I get turned on easily and she is a little clingy recently.
@Dean_Gullberry_Dd that means that she is starting to get more comfortable around you sexually. Don’t do anything she is not comfortable doing it.
This seems like the thread to post this. I know one day Lilith will push me to be with another of my sex. The thought is most uncomfortable, but I see her smiling. I did originally come to her to free me of any repressed aspects of my sexuality, so I guess I’m not very surprised. Also as it is Lilith I’m sure she will find someone nice for me, but she knows just the perfect ways to make me squeamish and uncomfortable. that’s probably just a sign I’m on the right path though 
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Yea I only go as far as she wants she leads the way, but my instinct kicks in and I get a little crazy.
That reminds me of when Azazel started making me arrive obscenely late to classes, that was really terapeutical, seriously, it was
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Particularly with transgender porn, I imagine the reality is pretty different from the fantasy. 
One also has to consider that perhaps some of our kinks are the product of seeking ever higher dopamine fixes to overcome desensitization via escalating porn novelty. Not all of them, for sure, but it’s a factor for sure IMO if you watch porn.
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I use to watch it when i was at high school but it wasn’t transgender porn.
I think I’d rather be making out with a TG dom rather than watching TG porn.
I think I’d rather be making out with a TG dom rather than watching TG porn.
Attaboy. Get those rocks off.
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It is kinda depressing to think that those people are acting and that they have to inject chemicals in their dicks to stay hard and/or to take drugs to have their holes open enough, and that they are often interrupted because they have to record from another angle or doing other position or whatever, because it is a movie after all. A similar thing happens with romantic movies. In both cases, both men and women are lead to the ultimate delusions
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Well, delusions are delusions I guess. Some would argue that spirits, magic, etc etc are mere delusions/visions of grandeur, and total mind-fapping for that brain-gasm to jizz its chemicals all over our rational thoughts and be left like this
Wait, so nobody’s kink is second languages? I’d get rock hard listening to French, Spanish, or Farsi. Like I could cut diamonds.