Just Working

Journals, Group Rituals & Free Readings
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September 10, 2023

I’m just working a fee book sigils tonight… nothing that intensive I believe it’s all very basic magick.

I normally make everything up myself when it’s down to sigil creation or sigil magick but I’ve downloaded some kindle ebooks to qork thru the spells of some random magii. They appear to be well executed in their approaches although I’ve never heard their name before today, so we’ll see how this goes.

They’re for essentials though such as making one more receptive to income and monetary increases.

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So… tbc there are other things like a binding spell ive been working from koetting’s belial compendiums. Theres a spirit in there named… lets just say read it im not sure if i should reveal this part outside of the context of the book… but she teaches to bind.

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So… I’ve been doing some rune work.

I simply draw from a bag of runes on bone materials, I think is what it is. They were mine and I’d given them to my cousin to cast them, because he’s more into divination than I am. I’m a shaman, and I’m not saying he’s not but I’m more of a shaman than a magician.

So, what I’ll do is simply to draw runes and very gradually add them to a rod of cedar, oak, or even maple and cherry tree like a wand or a staff of sorts. It’s the length of a biblical cubit, elbow to the tip of my middle finger, and I use to read over the torah.

I mix religious symbols that sometimes aren’t well blended, but my belief is that divine is divine, infernality is infernality, and God is just simply men.

I add them slowly. The reason for adding them slowly is because I have to learn them all over again as it’s been many years since I’ve used the runes accurately.

I’m allowing each one to cause spiritually alchemical chages to me in time, and it happened too rapidly the first time I used them… because I was in a rush to get bigger spiritually and to become powerful through the magic of runic inscriptions… and I’d caution any who happen to study my bio to just take your time with this. Magick isn’t a race. It’s a marathon where everyone who finishes the race is the winner in his or her own rites. Everyone who simply completes the race, if it’s a race at all is victorious.

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This and the previous journal entry made on
September 10, 2023

Well… I’ve just finished invoking a couple daemons or djinnic powers for the evening.

I actually used a bit of pornography in the back ground from whence i could draw inspirations. You see I have been studying sex transmutation for what’s felt like a few days right now, but it’s actually been a few years off and on again with a particular form of practice I call mental masturbation where essentially you just get creative juices flowing from sexuality. I’ve actually had several good ideas come to me this way.

Also, if i do use sex magick as in the case of with partner or without one and just visualizing it happening, I’ve always had some sort of metaphysical meltdown afterwards and follows usually a very powerful encounter with a synchronicity very shortly if not the same hour. Either way, at some point during thr frenzied trance and rituals, the spirits make their appearances.

That’s where they’ll thank me, fuck with me and thru us, and tell me their secret office handiwork that’s over thr horizons lol

The key to sex transmutation is that the energies must be channeled into something other than the sex urges you’re directing into your practice and not necessarily solely seeking a physical expression of sexual encounters or even a regular sex partnership with someone else such that it would further you better not to seek.those expressions of thr sexual energy
But rather to abstain from seeking it, as in the case of fasting from sexuality to seek God’s face for a while.
CREATIVE POWER comes from being in control of it… owning your sexual vibem

Follows the mystical encounter.

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So… now that I’ve raised all this energy and trapped it in my 72 spirits vessel… I go back thru the list of goetic gods and send them mental notes. I give them visions or let them bring me info simply by gazing into their sigil, calling out to them mentally, and using a mild trancelike state to ask them to embue me with their powers of the office over which they stand. At times when i do this exercise they appear to me in dramatic format, and i sense the daemonic presence powerfully, and I’ll simply ask, who are you…?! Is that you, Marbas the Great Gods?!

What are you doing here buddy?! Lol this pertains tp such and auch with so and so it’s an update on our working relationship… I just wanted to take some soul fragments for a second to let her build a deeper connection with you if thats ok with you. Well sure, so long as i get them back somehow, like i can hold some collateral or call my soul back if it’s taken without recompense., as in I’ll need a failsafe, buddy.

He’s sent hellhounds, and thats why i talk to them this way. See, a king,a lord or a prince, earl, mighty duke wants to be greeted in respect,but dogs wanted playfulness.

Sorry for the choppiness. I’m sort of making this up as i go aling to demonstrate the weird relationships i have with the spiritual planes. It’s more of the same to us. Anyway following this conversation im remembering the uruz and laguz i pulled earlier today. The laguz has been pulled twice this week.

I know i do too much at once, but I’m accustomed to both runes and porn, as well as goetic conjuring.

I’m haphazard at the onset but I just tend to fixate until I’ve completed the operation.

There’s something i want, i use autosuggestion daily to perfect myself. The work of these daemons and djinnor angelic demons is to help and assist with my ascension.

The work of these runes are to speak to me whenever am needing a divination or a synchronicity key to the future… as well as to embue my tools and my magick with the power of the runes.

Once it’s got all the runes, the wand will be available for exchange,gifting, or for sale. It will also remain as part of my collection of magical artes and craft topls either way.

I’m now adding uruz to the wood cover for my dirk.

It’s made of damascus steel, rosewood, and faux leather even though it’s more than likely a cheaply gathered tanned hide of leather, but i just have to assume it’s a cheap substitute at the prices i gave for the order online.

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I have almost always used no constraints on my demons except for the names of God. I use no circles. I conjure purely by way of mental signalling for them to come. I call out to them and demand an appearance, knowing that i am able to bring thrm into full remembrance of their forms as well as to call them to materialized forms in front of myself.

I know they will hear, see, be obedient and reappear for me in this way. Ever since the first time i finally got their cooperation, i have had very few runins with rebellion. I have had to threaten then all a few times, or perhaps a few of once or twice I’ll never know. I just do the general threat of burning thats spelled out in the key of solomon. I also lean towards torah observance as a religionist, and thats why i feel that im safer in kabbalah than perhaps an atheist or a pagan would have to be. This is, after all, a christian faith rooted in biblical hebrew… which claims to invoke moses or incarnate him early in the texts, claims to have the secret of the prophet of israel… etc I do have some minor discrepancies to work out, as i dont think that God of the bible is ok with sex and nakedness to most people but im a kabbalist

Very frequently during this engagements I’ll do energy work,chakras and psychic self defense exercises. So I’ll feel my familiar spirit doing something to me

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In this way i believe that i have become an integrated daemonoloater, meaning that the 72 demons are becoming more and more accessible to access. That doesnt necessarily mean they’ve all integrated into my subconscious mind,but that my personality os affected by this apotheosis gradually, rather than of an immediate nature as in thr case of channeling all the time by way of evocations or spirit possessions, like what most people do.

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I have successfully pacted with Seere as well having seen immediate results in working with Asmodai, Lucifuge Rofocale has permission to dollow thru,. And Amaymon has a specifically unique gift from me to Lucifer.

Edit: let me explain

I gave my rifle a name. Its name is amaymon. Its for deer hunting and a turkey gun is named lucifuge rofocale. All kills made are dedicated to the ars goetia 72 seals of solomon thr king. Its a hunting rifle might i add, not something to harm others with. But it certainly doesnt hurt to have home defense weapons either dedicated to amaymon and Lucifer.

After all, these faggots kill tyrants or something like that was a big part of thr compendium i read last year and im a faggot in support of thr second amendment.

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I love God. God to me is the shem ha mephorash, just as it was to aleister crowley the 72 demons.

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God has really proven it this time. My magick is really working out for me now and again its overwhelmingly beneficial.

All of these rituals have produced fruit immediately.

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I’ve really been working the goetia. I’ve been using the Book of Black Magick and of Pacts by A.E. Waite.

Its been really helpful along eith the compendium of the emerald tablets by billy carson. I’ve also us3d almost all of BALG’s latest compendiums. I’ve worked the 9 gatekeepers to boot?! I think i have anyways or am i perceiving that amaymon hasnt yet completed his work yet?! This is fun

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I am in awe of God. The spirits are so good to me.

Im talking ghosts, shades, djinnic beings, angels, demons, gods. Goddesses especially are doing me a solid left and right…

My magick has really paid off lately in financial wealth and prosperity as well.

The runes have taught me sooooo so much lately. I am thrilled about having studied the occult for all these years and I love magick. I am so happy that even my pornography rite has worked out for me. I have a girl wholly committed to satosfying all my carnal needs and hers as well on me.

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Lucifer has just appeared to me in my bedroom as a beam of blue lightning… he has hominin form as a blue lightning personality.

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hi! your success is amazing, well done!
i’ve been interested in runes…yeah especially wealth, all bits help. any good books on them you could share? :slight_smile:

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Asbjorn Torvol, E.A. Koetting, Edrid Thorsson

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I havea runestaff naned thor’s bane and a dirk named aurochs.

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The objective here of praising yourself and your magick is autosuggestion, making yourself suggestible to the success of the magick.

Be suggestible to succes and never failure.

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I live and die by my God, magick.

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It’s been pretty simple. More rune magick, alchemical runic inscriptions, more goetic seals, more shadow work.

The only difference is that I’ve been invoking archangels lately, or what could be archangelic currents rather than the arch beings, as well as goetic or grimoiric demons. I’ve also been burning several white tealight candles a day just for the sh*** and giggles of purifying or cleansing this environment, the home and the small room where i pray and conduct mystical experiments nearly every day.

I’ve added a rune, Uruz, to my athame, which is a dirk styled damascus blade with a rosewood handle and sheath.

The pommel is also a disk of damascus.

I named the blade, Auruchs, for strength. The rune will give me strength for enduring every hardship.

The auruchs may even attack an opponent if needed.

Adversity which is intended to strengthen does not include the following: prison or jail; hospitalization with serious disease or illness, or serious injury; bankruptcy or going homeless; starvation or being without food and beverage. The death of a loved one is strictly forbidden by the conjurer and the runes are not permitted to cause such an unfortunate tragedy to manifest itself, now or ever again if theyve ever been capable of malfunctioning to such a foul degree. The runes are not permitted to kill.

Now that you know which actions i bind down… other adversities are minor in their discomforts and are thereby more bearable to the user of this ritual blade.

The next subject will be that of my rifle, my shotgun, and my cedar wand called Thursbane.

Lastly thur is not the same person as odin. Neither person controls my runes. I control them inasmuch as i am now readily prepared to control such a thing as that. The runes do not hold or pose to us any real danger. They should just be taken to be learned at a steady and reasonable pace. They can cause things to happen that the magician doesn’t want to happen. Learning to master the runes entails that you are not yet the master once you’ve only begun to study them. They aren’t as volatile if a seasoned veteran helps you to learn them. If you take them up on your own and you don’t realize pain and discomfort doesn’t necessarily mean attack, bad omens, or overall or even minor failures. But they might actually indicate that the runes youve chosen to master have begun to master you, and they’re working, in so many words. You’ll master them. Deactivate them by believing they have been deactivated once you’re not using them. Snap your fingers and say, uruz, off. It’s that simple. That’s how I do it. I did the same to every tarot card I’ve ever charged with use in ritual or suggestive ceremonial.

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I might have offended others by using cedar in a wand called thursbane, because cedar corresponds to neither thor nor to baneful working. Thats bullshit. I didn’t say that it required correspondences to be named for the god Thor. It’s not a Thor idol. It has almost nothing to do with Thor at all, other than that it was named to honor the rite of passage Thor used to teach me baneful magick and the arts of reversal, crossing, uncrossing, and vexing. Thor doesn’t do anything to the wand and nor does he have my permission to just waltz in and charge up any ritual tools in my home. Tools must be dedicated to idols and gods before those idols or gods have anything to do with them. At the very most, it’s a catchy name for a wand which is designed to house the power of each and every rune i have mastery over in my opinion. If i haven’t mastered a particular rune in my own opinion, then i will not use the wand to conjure and direct that rune’s power, in effect rendering incomplete or insufficient power to magickal work. To the contrary. I add the runes to the wand little by little, and i study the runes as they teach me their power. Even if i have the meanings, the power is what im learning to harness exclusively and without fault. I am not a diviner of any sort. Divination isn’t a part of our practice here today. I’m also NOT a foretuneteller, witch, soothsayer, or necromancer of any kind. I have studied witchcraft, divination,and necromancy quite extensively, but i avoid them.

I know how they’re done, and in a pinch, I’m quite the craftsman. However, i have forgotten more about bindrunes than most diviners and rune casters will ever know.