I’m a sociologist with a deep interest in the paranormal. So I’ve kinda accidentally/purposely entered myself into this. Reading forums on other sites out of generally curiosity has brought a succubus/incubus into my life; the weirder part is realizing much earlier in my life I encountered one and they seemed to ‘test’ me for lack of a better word and eventually left after a while. I only ever dreamed during those few weeks or months and I haven’t really since. I felt/feel extremely compelled to Lilith and after listening/meditating to her Enn; her presence was both beyond terrifying and enthralling, I got the impression she was showing me continuing such pursuits would be terrifying and that I had to conquer my fear if I continued. After talking a while with a Wiccan friend of mind I made a small shrine to her and learned a small amount of defensive sigils/glyphs/strategies. Last night I prayed to her at a little after 3 AM and while meditating afterward the succumbed/incubus seems to be getting realer and an image of being guarded/hugged by Liliths wings is etched into my mind, honestly wish I was an artist just to make it.
So I got to this point rather rapidly I know I love/feel deeply with Lilith and I want to keep exploring this new spiritual awakening. So if anyone has any knowledge or recommendations on things I should consider doing I’d be happy to hear them or their advice! Thanks for reading