Got engaged
( 2019.07.01. )
I was about to go and finish my day-starter meditation. Everything seemed absolutely normal, nothing suspicious. He appeared before me, weāre both layed on a huge, bed-like thing, between silky pillows and textiles, coated in gold, white and red. Weāre started talking with each other. Though our topic wasnāt erotic, the way how we approached the other and talked with Him/her was passionate and sweet. Words and kisses has flown.
Then suddenly, somehow, I can not describe it well, the energies around Us has changed. Sometimes I thought I can āseeā how the place itself changed, then Iāve realized that no, it is not. I knew that something will happen, and He touched my hand, talked to me, whispered to my ears. I can remember His lightly, charming but still cunning smile (because He is Sitri, of course He has a smile like this, all the time). It wasnāt the ordinary one. His eyes are shined when He looked at me, and Iāve heard that word between the others; it got revealed. His intention got revelaed.
I was in shock and got frozen for some seconds. I knew that He have serious goals but it was completely unexpected. Iāve started asking and talking about this whole situation, thankfully because Iāve got embarrassed, then told the word: yes!
It was enough to me, Iāve hugged Him, He hugged me, kissed as I did, and Iāve lost the fight against my tears. Weāre do not wanted to broke that āstateā between Us after this wonderful news, both for Us. Of course, He knew that Iāll accept it, and after Iāve finally get my mind back, started bombed Him with questions aboutā¦ everything. Then talk. Then kiss, fit tight and hug. Then talk again and kiss, kiss, kissā¦ it was so painful to lost the touch for even a second from His lips.
Honestly Iāve never thought that He will be the First here, especially based on the way how Our Relationship just started.
I canāt wait the Marriage.
He told me that I have the choice for now and We can find a good time for the Big Day, Together.
Can it be a coincidence, that at August, Iāll have a huge house for one week, where in I can do whatever I want, and no one will bothers me? So Iām sure that that one week will be the perfect time for Our Marriage and Wedding Night and so on.
This is the most beautiful summer in my life!
I love You Sitri - tenderly, totally, tragically.
