Hell-o Wanderer.
When you see people i have the rules of the third, of the circle. One third is in the circle. The other third is in but has not dwell in as much. The final third is a total NPC. Like they complement all the life we’ve been living in. Like the first distillate for the second if they wanna dwell in, and the final third is like ‘‘how do you believe in such crap’’. At first glance it could be reductor to think like that but it simplify the works. Just observe and experiment you will come to conclusion.
Why the experiment of the Third kind encounter ? I have made a observation about the Circle. Some people on the verge of death are coming at me. The people of the first third some of them are coming at me. I, since i’ve changed by alot i could not reduce the light i have on the other side. So they coming at me. I like to tend the heart is the inner door of death. It could represent for some life or death. In my case the heart is the door of death.
This week has been an hard weeks in term of deceased by the first circle of the third kind.
I ground my self hard like roots in the ground, some time it works some time not.
The souls of some of them coming at me, one’s thing they dislike is Spirit liquor. Like an hard one’s at 100 proof they vanish for quite a bit they dont like booze. It’s a temporary measure. When my light return to his normal aspect they come back. When i works with these person i must be calm and smooth. If i panic they panic on the other side and i’m on a greater panic attack than if i was calm and smooth.
About the souls the first third have strong will by crossing the veil.
The second they might wanna believe in.
The last are not even there.
Life is not fair and will never be fair even for souls.
Well that enough.
Hell-o Wanderer.
I write some stuff since alot of years in my own tongue. A basic journal from me to the one’s who’s gonna read that stuff.
From an apparent emptyness where nothing came in and nothing came out. He’s old, more or less than the All Above. At least for his point of inner views. About feeling he’s feeling way more than people can suspect from him. From solar storm at cloud who’s vanish by his own will. At least he possess THE WILL. Unshakable fortress of interstellar void. He lies where the light dies. Where no rising sun dare to come in. A long march where the days seem to be 1000 years each. Where his time is a long continuum of space.
Where the time, this chimera is a pure residual. He’s marching with his hourglass in hand, He’s taming the wind where he live by will. Can sense the earth crack at a thunderous distance from where he live. He has seen this void as a problem for himself. He can see now the amplitude for his mind. From this ocean calm and smooth, he’s has travel across all the seas. Each travel across the ponds it’s just a long horizontal mirror. He’s all, he’s none. The All Above came, from a full to create void. He was full once upon a time, now reside the void inside his head. He’s has seen this problem as a curse of even worst than that.
Not now, he know he is a force in movement, by a crushing will. For else he’s just a massive amount of all kind of problem. Face to face with his reflexion, he’s now see his own present. Because he’s living the present the now. Not tomorrow or yesterday. The eternal present.
Some religion spoke about this mental void or sort off. He’s follow only his own guts, no need to bring a third party or even more thing to fucked up his plans.
He has patented his own life from him to him from scratch to guess where it will leads.
He’s wounded by many thought from where they come from where they goes. As vulture they keep an eye on him. Many small death has occurs in his life. From distant thing to spawn from time to time. Because he has not finished the individualization of his own psyche. Modesty and stay humble no matter what.
Meditation is the key. Did a meditation where my body was separate in half. Left and right. The ying and yang. In observation mode seeing and feeling that, will remembered all life long.
There a shadow, there my shadow.
Well that enough.
If some of you when you go outside, and looking down or at a surface of any kind. Like the air is waving vision like. The image i could express to you is like when you look at something hot like air above a roof top car. Anyway, to each their own i guess.
Like two week ago i was in that situation of deep inside my self. Seeing this meditation wave form. I did what i should did goes in observer mode like ‘‘above views’’ or the ‘‘god view’’ in term of video game. Anyway i did the observer mode and I’ve sense my body left and right separated in the line of the brain. Like hemispheres separated.
I’ve been struggling with the shadow for quite a bit and none the less. I came to succeed in that way.
Also i’ve discovered some thing if i play drum with my finger tips it’s calm the spirit of the dead.
I play some regular percussions and it appeased the spirit of these dead.
After these weirds weeks. I’ve had two weird dream but with strong messages.
The first one was a landeau is a baby stroller black made (in the dream) for 3 month no less with black and white wheels.
Some days later i’ve dream of a person an humorist like with a green shirt entering a cave (?!).
Well it’s was kinda strange weeks. Some high some low.
Well that enough.