Hell-o Wanderer.
I’ve been working for quite a long time on my ‘‘shadow sided’’ of me. For a long time if you had followed up the beggining. I’m more or so a mad scientist this is what i would call me. I will not resume all the process but i will for context. From time to time some thing would pissed me off big time. When those phase of anger happen. I visualize 2 big hands and i rips necks hearts and body and all i can came cross i ripped them off. I even see a black horse of mine running furious as the wind. But i’ve been working on this side. This week particuarly. It started the saturday on the other but came to conclusion today. So 7 days i’ve dreamed of weird thing. I’ve dream of ancestor like and other sign telling me i was on the right track. Thursday to friday. I’ve dreamed of my 3 heads todally out of control pure madness like. I woke up and i was confuse alot. Like Yo you came close to what you’ve feared off big dude ! So i was in need of some thing. I know some thing was fighting in me. I’ve had an idea a well known idea of mine. So i decided to go on the liquor store and buy a good bottle of whiskey. I’ve drank enough to get in ‘‘the mood’’ not too much not too light. So the experience came to the conclusions when i sit down, smoking a cigaret and LET IT RELEASE. So i’ve feel like a big dark cloud release. It was my shadow of anger. The part in particular was dying. The need to shred to dust some thing and all in anger was done. Or was in phase to be released. So I release when it came from. Into the wild. Where the ‘‘F*ck’’ that thing wanna go.
I even test my self to see if the ‘‘big red anger warlord’’ was still here and nothing to see. I’ve been wondering that earlier this night. Would i become like power less into the wilderness ? Or i will find a way. I will find a way i would say !
And no it was not a parasite from where i’ve been roaming and covered in dirt. I know parasite what they are and how to get rid of them.
It was simply a dying part of me getting confused to be ‘‘useless’’ from where i’m now.
It was a hell of a run i would say !
Well that enough.
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Hell-o Wanderer.
Last year in November, I’ve had a wolf like pendant in bronze. I placed it in the shack of my father. I’ve drop my energy on that pendant and placed in a corner. I have imprints my energy on that. To get access to this remote area by will. Like a connexion from where i live and the place i’ve placed the object.
At the start i’ve been thinking it will serve as a lightning rod. Like a over flux of energy so i would balance on that. And even if the object will be gone. My energy is still there. Like a check point to go from there and there.
I’ve used it many time as lightning rod. My dad has told me. You better don’t kill the grass and the tree around the shack. I told to him I don’t think i can kill these thing, it’s not the goal.
I’ve demanded if i could put that there and he’s has said okay. Travel from point A to point B with my spirit. I’ve been going there many time in the wood and i’ve had no temporal seeing from. By that i mean I didn’t have any starting point. Every time I came back from there just a blank sheet. No starting point.
Another thing from that, i’ve noticed. I’ve got way more viewing from this locations. I could land there in projection with more ease. I think if you do properly you can place some ‘‘check point’’ from place to place.
How you do that by charged an object. I simply gaze at the object. Throw my projection ‘‘energy visions’’ into that. I visualize all the thing meditate, intention, and gaze at it, for like 4 mins. And well it works for me at least. Imagine Horcrux like. The energy is there. Anyway do as you wish.
Today i’ve decided to remove the cords from this ‘‘remote viewing’’. I’ve release the lightning rod connexion of mine. It just simply vanished. The time was due.
I’ve did that by instinct. I’ve got this idea and i’ve did it.
Another point i would adress. The object like a lucky key chains or what ever the object of yours. If is too close to you physically the projections will not work good. This is why i’ve decided to placed that in a remote area.
Well that enough.
Hell-o Wanderer.
Earlier this week, I did a small experiment during my meditation. I’ve tried to look the shadow of the wind. Imagine the wind like a big blanket waving like it does. But i’ve find a way to be in one of those layer of blanket. I’ve been under this. But i’ll need more data to see what i could find there.
And for some post i’ve write above about the wind. Yesterday i was outside looking fluffy clouds. I did what i didn’t expected. I meditate on the wind and all ‘round thing. I’ve focused my attention on a cloud. I did what i should do. In a matter of 4-5 minutes the cloud vanished. So i’ve been thinking hey it was you or simply random. So i’ve did that 7 times. Each one of them was on target.
I’ve did that on a hour of meditation and looking roaming and all that stuff usual.
I’ve google the thing if was a ‘‘real thing’’. And it is. It’s called cloudbuster or something like that.
I didn’t do that before because. Yo I’ve been thinking it not possible or other dumb thing.
If you ran across how to do it. They write about the a certain zone in the brain could do that. Like click on that and bingo. For me it was not the case. It was simply my knowledge i’ve learn and i did that on purpose. I call that business as usual. Just a matter of observation iron will and intention. You can’t go wrong.
I’ve read the Liber Null and Psychonaut. Earlier this week and it was good but it lack of substance, for me at least.
Well that enough.
Hell-o Wanderer.
For like three days. I’ve been doing something. Like before these 3 days off, i was every days. EVERY single days taking the day on my charge. Like carry the day buried the light. It was almost this. I’ve been working like damned fool because of that. I’ve been dragging so many *dead souls* from all across where i live and beyond that sphere. Why all of sudden STOP doing that ? Mainly because of Why ? Why doing that thing and for what purpose ? And only because I dont want it too.
Because since i’m in that states of mind. I have shadow i would say boundaries. Like a ghost bondaries. I can’t see them but i can feel them. But the tiny line between Yes or Nah, is so thin. I could land on the Nah side and dig my hole. Until i yo the boat of your take water dude do something.
Well from that point the day will be day night will be night. Everything will be fine.
** When you know about the range of your energy field you could be surprised how far it can goes in distance.
Well that enough.
Hell-o Wanderer.
Wanna talk about the Black Cloak. I’ve managed to rewired the psyche of mine. To leave the day alone and let it be. But i’ve discover i can elevate the black cloak at will. Like a blanket or something like that. Like an huge shadow. I just use my will and i see like a wave rising up.
I dont know now the use for that. How i can manage this thing. Or just let it rest where it is.
With all i’ve written above. About being in the between here and none. I’ve call that (for myself only) an Astralopithecus.
Another point i would adress. When i was a little brat. I was doing something. Put my right hand on my chin and vibrate my energy into my head. It sound like a guitar feedback screeching noise. I can’t do that anymore because it would be dangerous if i do it again. But for some quite strange reason, the sound the loud screeching noise. Come back when i hit en entity with my astral knife. Sometime is the left or right ear. Each time i swing and i stabb something. I hear the ringing sound. Some time depend of the force of it. It could be loud. For quite a bit i gaze at these entity i told them ‘‘Leave the f=ck now’’. I start to swing slowly and usually they be gone before i land the hit. I give them a ‘chance’. Before that i was swinging very fast and get rid of them all in a quarter of seconds.
Some time they resist and it make another sound like a ringing but way more ‘‘bass wave sound’’. It could be strange at first. Get used to it some how. For some people may think it could be bound to a medical problem. It’s not because I feel the swing and when i land the hit. In the ‘‘other land’’.
Well that enough.
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Hell-o Wanderer.
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Some time in my no man’s land. I slip, or i switch from another place. Well every time a woman visit me and it give me a warm like energy on my body. I dont like it as much. I don’t know what it represent for this woman, or what she’s research in that type of zone. Well each time i get in the mood peacefully like. BAM the warmth spot arise each time the second i entered it. It get down on my nerve. Because I feel screwed by that. I know there this is not a warning. But I don’t like to be like wise ‘‘abuse’’ by some thing else. Just because I slip or switch in that type of zone. How many of you have feel’s that type of Warmth from some body else ? I’ve been trying to hide just by changing the zone. Like ‘‘okay you’ve been all the time on the point B, so i will goes to C’’. And the list goes on and on. Feeling i’m pretty much sensitive myself. So when a warmth like that arise, when usually there is nothing. It’s weird it create a clash in my head. So I will work on the point C to ‘‘Switch or Slip’’ where she’s not there, or follow.
Well that enough.
Hell-o Wanderer.
I’ve ordered two book of remote viewing. How to do to it properly. Until i receive them and read them a do what it need to do. I’ve been wondering something. When i visit a person in term of Spirit to Spirit. Some time i see (like written above) white light. I consider that when the person have this kind of light inside of them. They are some what aware of some thing. Like usually 1/3 is aware of some thing. The 2nd tier doubt of it but they are unsafe to speak off. And the last tier are just NPC. Some people think i see the ‘‘negative’’ aspect of this person. I really doubt of it. Because i dont sense anything bad at all or even a pinch of it.
From that perspective what I want to learn in remote viewing is, be more or less competent in what i’ve learn so far. I’ve noticed of ‘‘dominant figure’’ across the world if you know what i mean. They never had the ‘‘white light’’. They are in some way protected by ‘‘maybe’’ sensitive people or they have some (i guess) some symbol to block it. Or simply a mental key password like and Bam. You Shall Not Pass !
I don’t believe they are all narcissit in term of people. I visited other and they ‘‘know’’ i was there at the time. It usually bored me, so each one’s goes on their route and fine.
I’ve started Psychic Warrior but it more or less a biography than a operational, in term of knowledge wise.
I know i can travel in spirit to spirit. I even pay a visit to Venus the planet i’ve ‘‘heard’’ the planet buzzing like a bee nest BIG time. For your interest the Sun for me it’s not only a big nuclear reaction it’s a living entity same as me. With his own thing.
The way i proceed with the Sun. I do a projection of a quarter of second. And I command what i need to command more or like. Some are more elaborate. But usually simple is the best.
Well that enough.