In the last few weeks
-talked to Lucifer again once through him possessing someone, once during evocation
-had the lesson I must learn hammered home
-decided to start shadow work
Lucifer was right…again. Why can’t he ever tell me about something good that’s going to happen? Either way I have to sort out my negativity via shadow work since as usual meditation isn’t on the table for me. I seriously need to learn how to do that. I think I’ve found a valid method but as usual no one’s really giving me enough to go off of. I know they’re doing this on purpose so I learn on my own but it’s frustrating. It wouldn’t kill them to give a real helpful answer for once.