Alright so last night I did an evocation of Jesus. A few things you should keep in mind for this was that this was an astral evocation. The entire time I was out of my body on the astral plane so though I might talk as though many things were physically happening keep in mind this was the perspective from the astral plane and not physical dense matter. So now to the matter at hand.
After projection I focused on moving myself away from the physical plane to my astral temple and performed the LBRP there to call the elements and universal powers and began my call.
I chose to wing it and to try and avoid the common thoughtform and perception of Jesus but try to reach the truer aspect and spirit of him. You can judge for yourself if that was successful or if I just called an aspect that corresponded more to me.
The conjuration I used was as such.
âI call to the powers that be to open the way to known as Yeshua, the true essence and being of the man known as Jesus, The true form separate of the belief of the masses, Open the way.â
With this a portal opened like a tear in reality of blinding light which I entered and found myself in a burning white expanse of energy far too high for me to actually perceive anything reliably before being guided to a lower state where forms started to have definition.
He appeared first as a mass of light and form before changing and condensing into a human for shifting between various images of how he is usually represented before settling on a form that looked like a bearded Obi Wan.
He told me that this form would fit best with my own image of him and make communication easier.
I asked him what name he preferred.
âJesus is suiting, my true name is not any in record and carries great power and so I shall keep it. I have born many names throughout my time and the life you wish to regard that name is best fitting.â
I was then chastised for focusing too hard on quantifying what was said into words where words would not do anymore for myself and to open myself completely. He then reached forward and pressed his thumbs through where my third eye would be. The experience was like an astral projection within an astral projection. I was projected across strange landscapes and dimensions.
Everything here was more conveyed in pure thought and concept and only put into words now so this is not verbatim.
I asked about the bible and the religions around him and Jesus spoke of how he wanted to protect his people and most of all share his knowledge. He wanted people to follow in his footsteps, not follow him, but mankind will take the easy way out inventing meanings and false promises where there are none.
The heart of man desires only the trappings of power while the spirit longs for freedom and something more.
âI never should have shown myself as such but no one is above the follies of pride or arrogance.â
When questioned on his magick and the common view of his connection to hermetic magick I learned there are similarities but his path is not the same even though it is often adopted into hermetics and relies on the same principles. The methodology is the same though the source and means are different. His focus was more linear of what we would call Angelic and Demonic forces though they have had many labels. You have to seize the universe and be stern. Tread Boldly where one is not welcome and take control.
âEven I walked through hell and mastered those powers same as those of heaven. I do not represent a savior, I am not a prophet, I do not choose to be those things regardless what others see. I represent the spirit of Man that which strives to be free, to be something more, a spirit by many names shared by many, even long after the last human dies the spirit will live on in new forms until at last all have been realized and again there will be more. Born young to grow old.â I see in my mind endless cycles of birth and death where even should entire worlds go extinct there will always be something else to house the growing souls and spirits.
The world beneath my feet are like flowers made of oil blooming out and igniting into hellish landscapes before dissolving burning away into wild lands and bridges of light.
He moves onto the subject of the AntiChrist before I ask intending to ask about what it means then if he does not represent what people think he does. At this he withdraws his fingers from my third eye and moves to the crown.
âThey represent the very thing they hate. They become the oppressor, the stagnation, if they want to be the opposite of what I choose and tried to represent and show people then they represent stagnation and worse willful ignorance to dead creeds and feuds.â
Brain dead puppets both those that say to believe in him through religion but justify only themselves and those pretending to represent a break from it through concepts of the antichrist. He sees the concept as abhorrent and wrong, a perversion of what wanted to be the same as his figure and name has become in modern religion. A fixation instead of something to aspire too.
âMy god has a name but not one any would know. My god is everything I am and everything I command.â In a sense I feel the universe is his god though as it relates to him and in this concept it is bound to the person and canât be shared beyond the concept.
There is a more but it is in matters relating more to myself and I wonât be mentioning it here. He has no intention of returning to walk among men any time soon instead he waits for them to walk with him and others that have ascended and is disappointed with human nature and how it twists everything but there are lessons people have to learn. Before I was sent back his final words as it were was:
âRemember the only truth is the truth that works.â
Overall he had a very powerful feel and an graceful elegance despite his sterner shifts in mood at times. A lot of things were not what I was expecting but other things were more along what I expected as well. Very accommodating to the needs of others perception to communicate effectively and still get the point across.