I thinks you need to develop a better bull shit meter, based on ya topics and questions. 
Maybe reconsider where you are reading, and get some books? Or dig into the real lives of people who practice these sorts of things etc. Or even just suspend this weird fact gathering based on not so real facts and just practice a while?
No offense, but my 12 year old is showing better discernment atm than some of the subjects and things I see you question and claim to think. I think it’s because his mind is very based in the logical reality, but he’s still young enough to allow for the necessary stretch to comprehend the non reality and possibilities within it.