(forgive me if I messed up the category, tags or anything else. I am very much new.)
The other night I had prayed to father Satan during a really rough time in my life, reaching out asking him to guide me, protect me, and watch over me. Ironically enough the next day, while I was outside. I saw a hawk perched upon a tree pretty close to where I was standing! It was still, calm, just kinda looking in my general direction, even when I stepped a bit closer. It didn’t seem startled. Ever since this incident I’ve had a strong feeling that the two events were somehow connected. Is that possible? Or am I just paranoid?
I knew nothing about magick,about 4-5 years ago and everything was ending for me,I was getting suspended for about a year or two from college,for some dumb shit,i was making music at the time with friends from school
Grades where good,but everything came crashing down
So i was desperate and believed a fucking weekly world truths article on how to sell your soul to satan
Which is to lock the door,be alone and mention the name satan multiple times till he shows up
I did that while looking at the mirror and my face was feeling different like that’s not me in that mirror
Continued and he showed up,his energy was too intense,like he was behind me it felt like my soul wanted to live my body and i was new to magic
New that experience so i ran out off my dorm room
It was a good thing,cause i would have asked to sell my soul,cause i actually believed in the Hollywood nonsense at that time.
His presence is very intense to say the least the first time hahaha!!! I did the same thing but i had made a little fire, with a Pentagram and all thee above and holy shit!!! But hen a year later Lilith showed up for the first time after i read a passage about her and Sam, for some kind of initiation i had read out of and old kabbala book.
That night she had showed up, she touched my offerings i had for a few others and was one of the most intense feelings i have ever felt.
Then a few years later Arch Michael had came into my house and him as well was very intense too.
Everything is somehow related and the Ruler of this world talks through synchronicities. Numbers, events, persons, colors just observe and you’ll understand. Satan is great and his manifestations very dear
