It boils down to personal philosophy. But I feel that both the OP (@787400xps) and @goldcoins can benifit from reading @C.Kendall post My punishment in hell (i think that’s how i link a post, it’s early here and tech abilities is directly proportional to caffeine intake) which honestly seems like an act of synchronicity with these two particular topics popping up in such a short span of time.
you will be tested, it will seem like the worse nightmare you ever had and that everything is falling apart around you, but rise up to the challenge and the rewards speak for themselves.