The one, and only, thing that you can trust parasites about is that they are lying to you. They will say ANYTHING to get you to agree to give them energy.
So this:
Is complete and utter bullshit - it’s basically mental/emotional gaslighting, which is a form abuse, and it’s not true. You CAN’T sell your soul, for one thing. This is not a thing, this IS the trick itself - fooling you into thinking you’ve got no control.
You know you can win, because you have been. When does a rat fight the hardest? When it’s cornred and fighting for it’s life. You’re already on top and you didn’t know it.
The first thing you have to do is stop listening to the lies. And don’t be diseartened by the increased attacks - be encouraged - because being attacked more means you’re over target, doing exactly the right thing and winning.
Samael is great at helping you learn how to get rid of parasites. The “Poison of God” lives up to his name here, while you are the god (aspefct of spirit) in question.
I also work with Belial - he isn’t much help if he thinks you can handle it, he’s the tough love type, but he will step in before you even know it if an attack would actually damage you. He repels the attack and that’s all, like a shield. Having him as a safety net is very enouraging and lets you pull the stops out without fear of provoking anything beyond what you can deal with.
At least that’s my experience, and I maintain Belial partially invoked permanently, partly for this reason, he’s the ace up my sleeve if all my other tactics fail, which happens the most for humans and human-facilitated (mages or the posessed) psychic attacks.
Yeah this is the hardest part - you can’t fight unless you want to, and if they wear you down you stop making the descisons to fight. You have a couple fo options:
- Switch to using discipline instead of anger or other motivation to keep wearing the parasites down with twice-daily affirmations and guerilla tactics plus beefing up protections.
- Get really, really angry, pull all the stops out, and spend a couple of hours or more going absoluitely batshit, nuke-the-lot, shock and awe tactics.
That 2nd is my way - You lay waste to the entire landscape, kill every one, you chase and hunt down the ones that run, and you salt the ground after. You make it so that nmot a singloe one, including those that didn’t attack you, no longer even exist in your personal universe, the one you create moment to moment. The entire species is genocided as far as you’re concerned.
If that sounds like overkill, it’s not, because you have to go overboard to make sure they not only don’t want to come back, they can’t. They lied, they had thier chance, now it’s time to show them what a pissed off human can do. You’ll never have another parasite problem again.
Bit more about how I used this concept after being attacked for years but what I called “Archons” and are pretty, much these guys.
I’ve mentioned it before (can’t find that old post, sorry):
And put a better write-up here: Forum Tutorials: Parasite Collection - #18 by Mulberry
And the music I used is linked here: Invoking entities with music - #2 by Mulberry