I think I’m experiencing the second state of alchemy deconstruction I’m being broken down to my component’s forced to look at the components of who I was the good and the ugly part’s
I looked at myself at every part I came to the ugly conclusion multiple times that I’m possibly be an astral paraite because the first thing’s I asked on here was how to take traits of other’s and also everything I feel like I need to do is to live a good life despite of other’s feelings taking the happiness of others by living my best life I see that’s the definition of an parasite surviving at the expense of everyone around you
Everything goes back to the same point it explains everything from when I was younger and even thing’s now it explains at least 90% of my life
So everything/a lot lead back to this question
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First answering your question: Yes astral parasites can reincarnate, here in Brazil the Legion of Exu (Maioral) is responsible for making obsessive souls and parasites reincarnate, or if they are very arrogant and do not want to reincarnate, they subjugate and make them work to help the sorcerer (Quimbandeiro). Many witchcrafts in Quimbanda involve the Exu or Pombagira in question summoning some Quiumbas (the word we use here to refer to parasites) to speed up the work since these spirits work close to the material realm. In some curse works, Quiumbas of people who died from some disease such as leprosy, tuberculosis, etc… Can be used by some Exu to affect the target and make the person be affected by the same disease that the Quiumba had.
And about if you are a reincarnated parasite… Well I’m also value my happiness and well-being of me, my family, and my friends over the happiness and well-being of others, if a person or a circumstance is interfering with the well-being of me and them, trying to destroy it or trying to be bigger than it, I will corrupt the life of that person and either making everything around them wither or I will steal all what they have so I can use it for better things. It’s the law of the “proximity reality”, the person who did that had the choice to join or to not join our “reality” (conscious space), if the person choose to enter it and then dirt it around, will find out not to stir a quiet hornet’s nest. That’s how magick work, that’s why it’s easy to affect a target that you have a strong emotional reaction and that’s is also close to you, mostly because now the person is part of your “reality” (your definition of reality and everyday life). I really don’t think I was in the past live a parasite for doing it.
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The persons I’m talking about did nothing wrong to me or the people I care about but just unlucky to be in my vicinity I have a wierd relationship with taking thing’s I saw this werewolf sex story of werewolves taking people’s muscles and growing stronger always something say’s I wouldn’t mind having that ability but my morality say’s that it is wrong maybe it’s just the lizard brain talking but why does it explains so much when I was younger around ten year a teacher asked if a Yu-Gi-Oh map was mine I said yes knowing that it was someone else’s and knowing that person wasn’t there I didn’t say yes because I couldn’t say no but because I don’t want to say no I’m an Enneagram 8w9 so I don’t show pain but all the pain that I cause hurts in my soul like a needle piecing a voodoo doll but it is my soul I can count at least three times I did something like this
What are those reincarnated astral parasites like?
It still hurts looking at those part’s of myself every misdeed I have done but I also feel at peace with the idea of being an reincarnated astral paraite does that mean something?
Cool they have an website😅
Do shadow work to know better yourself, that’s how you deals with guilt and pain.
The point was to explain more of my reasoning why I could be an incarnated parasite I have accepted those part’s of myself but this process forced me to look deeper at it and feel it deeper I normally don’t have that but I trust that what’s happening with me is intended and needed to happen
I was selfish only aware of my own needs the only reason I changed because I said to myself no longer I will be this way any longer
Don’t forget a parasite is not a KIND of being - it’s more like behavior.
Humans can be parasites very easily, we also call them energy vampires, those people who always need attention but don’t give back. For humans it’s a choice or trained behavior not what they fundamentally are.
So you could have a past life as a being that parasitized others to exist, but that isn’t WHO you are.
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I that isn’t who I am but why does my life always push me to two sides one is not happynes but hate and anger at life and the other is being happy feeling good about myself and unintentionally hurting people around me
I think that’s Earth for you. Everybody gets this.