I think you may be mistaken my friend. It was victor Newberg who was Crowley’s assistant during the choronzon working. L.R.Hubbard is nowhere in that story my friend.
Wierd. Wonder what misinformation I was reading.
You might be thinking of the babalon working…
(I happened to read about it some time ago)
Yep, had the workings mixed up.
i see it diffferently.
basically, its the opposite of buddhism: you dont want to return to the source and you dont want to be nothing again -instead, you wanna become a source.
Now, why do i mention this? Simple comparison:
Universe= Apple
You=Seed
stage 1: (protective shell)
you are protected by sourness
stage 2: (nursery)
you mature and grow in sweetness
stage 3: (prison -to be escaped)
the apple rots, what was once comforting is no longer home
stage 4: (a new big beginning)
the seed sprouts
People seem to get stuck in stage 3, give up and try to rationalize things or even to reset themselves (self-destruction) instead of moving further.
the only prison you live in is your mind
or in other words:
“everything that limits your potential, is a lie”