Thanksss… but this thirst starts when I see sigils covered in blood and touch it… it’s been 10-15 days I have noticed this silly thirst thing lol… m medically fine though m perfectly normal outside .
And how do you feel after drinking your own blood?
I was not satisfied bcz I took out very little amount of blood. This was the first time something happened like that… But right after tasting it I was like a kid who got his favourite chocolate or toy… I was like in another World… and I felt like crying a bit because there was no blood left . Later I was dizzy little bit. But my hunger for it was huge . I couldn’t sit for meditation today and had to go for a walk to divert my mind. It is scary for me to be honest m not proud of it .
I’ll be honest it does not sound healthy at all.
Just in case, you might want to look into banishing and cleansing methods.
Okayy thn … I will try some new banishing and cleansing method and see… thankss
You might be a vampire, look also into chakra cleanse
It might be Kali … I don’t know… ya I will see my chakras thnx
Welcome to the forum!
Have to admit I was quite concerned with the blood-drinking bit but you’ve been provided with helpful references/posts already which I hope you’ll check out when you have the time.
That being said, welcome to the forum! Looking forward to your future posts.
Welcome @Rose_Lily The thirst for blood can be overwhelming at times but it’s not uncontrollable.
Don’t fear it though. I agree though, cleansing and banishing work might be an idea.
Which sigils have you been working with?
I meditate with kali thn I do meditation with hekate’s sigil everyday. Sigil has been made by me and I offer blood sometimes but don’t burn the paper with sigil… . Sometimes I meditate with Morrigon, Medea, Baal as well. I haven’t done any ritual from a long time just the meditation… still I don’t know why it has started. I don’t feel any negativity around me as well. It’s just wierd.
You could naturally be a vampire, nothing wrong with that either. I still get the urge for blood when I see it, whether it’s mine or another’s, doesn’t mean that it has to be taken, and it’s been that way since childhood. Some people are just born darker than others.
I don’t personally think that any of those you’re working with, some of them do bring out your shadow, Kali and Hecate for example.
You are a vampire as well that’s great… how do you control it… my mind says don’t control and get few drops… m unable to understand myself nowadays… it is ruining my meditation time too the moment I focus blood thirst starts… now also when m writing all these my mouth is drying out lol.
So was mine when I was writing.
It’s not so much about controlling it, rather more about accepting yourself and not being afraid of it.
My suggestion would be to work with Lilith.
I work with Lilith and Kali myself and Hecate sometimes.
Generally simply eating any sort of meat, even if cooked will drive the cravings away, for me anyway.
That’s great… day time m fine. After sunset I don’t see anything just red blood . No food is helping but it is new so I think there will be some solution. My hand hurts . Anyways thank you so much