I have moved your post to it’s own topic, and removed the other three posts spamming the exact same question. Please break up your post into paragraphs as walls of text are very hard to read. I have edited your post to do that for you once.
This is a discussion forum, please try to post in a way the continues the same subject under discussion rather than derail to ask a different question.
Please tell us the following:
- Where are you from?
- Do you have any practical experience in magick?
- If so, what exactly do you practice and
- How long have you practiced?
- What are your areas of interest?
Good on you for using magick for yourself - this makes you a mage not a muggle looking for a free ride, and for that I commend you.
People don’t usually pick up the get-ex-back type of spell but you are welcome to post your spell-beg in the Requests Thread here: Request Thread for Those Who Want to Practice Working for Others
Regarding your ex, first there was this:
but you said she didn’t reciprocate when you wanted her to say she loved you back:
You think she got hurt, but I don’t see why this would hurt her. It does look weak though, because you were very needy and desperate about it:
It sounds like she’s just not that into you. You were both very young before you learned more of he world, and your personality doesn’t fit hers. Women are very turned off by men being depressed, weak and needy - it’s not fair, but they don’t usually want to take care of your emotions, they want you to be strong and take care of them.
This part is killing your magick:
This abject desperation and begging is completely unmanly and repulsive to women, and is probably what has driven her off. I don’t think she’s angry as much as disappointed and disgusted. If you stand up strong as an independent person, and act like you don’t care, that is weirdly going to be more attractive.
So Sitri is a good choice, but can’t help with the blocker of your emotional fragility in the way.
Te best thing you can do now is succeed. Do exceptionally well in your schooling or your job get fit and muscular, as a fit body means a fit mind. Be seen around town having a good time as if the world was in the palm of your hand. Become someone desired by other women and she will see the quality and value in you and want you back.