I’m new here and I have had a few experiences with demons, and when I’m dreaming, sometimes I can feel them on top of me and hear them breathing, speaking in an unknown language, and I think they have taken me to see or feel what it’s like in Hell, and have even taken me to Satan. They have even had sex with me and I did understand them one time and I think they said that I belong in Hell and that I will have to marry all the male demons and give birth to all of their children in the real world and that I belong to all the male demons including Satan. Also Cacus the giant and son of Vulcan has been having sex with me even though he’s very dangerous and isn’t the romantic type.
Welcome @Lola_Brennan Please tell us about yourself.
Where are you from?
Do you have any practical experience in magick?
If so, what do you practice and how long have you practiced?
Do you follow a specific system or tradition?
If you have no experience, what areas of magick are you interested in learning more about?
None of that is ok, it sounds like you are heavily parasitized. You have to set boundaries and grow a spine to tell them to fuck off - look up how to banish and cleanse and then set wards.
Randoms have no business tell you who you are or what to do. You are better than this.
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I live in Michigan, don’t have a lot of friends, I have three little dogs 
, I don’t have any experience with magic but I’m very interested in learning more about any and all types of magic. I love to help others, I’m autistic, I love to go skiing 
, I used to play the cello, I love to go golfing, I write song lyrics in my journals, I work at the AMC movie theater and I’m currently still looking for a second job since I only work on Tuesdays. I’m looking for someone to be in a relationship with and my birthday is the day before Valentine’s Day. I also like to sing and dance, and I love to clean.