Greetings!
My (birth)name is Alexandra, but Kelula feels closer, it recently came to me as a composition of different nicknames and magical names.
In the ordinary reality I’m living in Stockholm, Sweden and study at the university and work extra on a theatre.
I love music and play violin, draw/paint sometimes since I often think in pictures.
I have felt a strong pull towards the spiritual world and magick the whole life, like a constant noise that never went away. I’ve grown up in a Christian family and a surrounding that always tried to suppress, control and influence me according to their will … hinder me, tame my spirit.
I have practiced kundaliniyoga/meditations since 2016. The last years have though been very intense, dramatic and lead to tremendous inner and outer changes.
During this time I’ve done healing work, past life regression, soul retrival and so on.
I have life path 11 and also found out that I have inherit the ability clairvoyance.
Especially since my dad passed away during strange circumstances last year the whole story of my life has enfolded and exposed what has been buried, hidden under the surface.
I recently realised that there is no choice – I must follow the call!
So this year I started a self initiatory process on the left hand path, the first step with Temple of Ascending Flames open project The Seven Heads of the Dragon, parallelly I explore the shamanic tradition and to combine these feels totally right. Theoretically I now study Visual Magick -Jan Fries, The Shamans way – Michael Harner and Mörk magi - Tommie Eriksson (Dragon Rouge).
I think that these practices literally have saved me! To practice magick have liberated me from a lot of burdens (ex. inexplicable emotional turmoil, stress, panic), I am still confused though, but in a totally different more benignly way.
Now when there “suddenly” is so much I can experience, see, hear and undeveloped abilities it can be pretty overwhelming and I need to re-discover needed tools, knowledge to handle it and also gain more knowledge so I can win were I once upon a time loosed and so on.
I struggle for the moment with some kind of attacks and to figure what kind of creature I saw on my left shoulder during a travel/meditation, if it has something to do with a current mystical physical health problem.
I strive to break free from the prison of this world, manifest my dreams and learn everything I need to be able to further help and heal other.