I appreciate that you further elaborated on your experience, however I can’t discern much from the statement that nothing works. For beginners that is often the case, and even when things do work, often beginners have no idea whether or not a spirit heard their request and will aid them.
If you have practiced your whole lifetime, I am slightly confused but whatever I guess.
Meditation only goes so far towards manifestations, but it does usually help the beginner learn how to get into trance and develop their claire senses. I am going to assume if nothing is working that your sense have not yet developed.
This statement here, tells me that there is not much, that I myself can do for you. Desperation will thwart your attempts in many cases, and fuel them in others, and it is not my place to determine which it will be for you, but you have said nothing works so many times, that I lean towards the desperation in your case will hold you back.
If you are that desperate, then now is the time to dig in, do some research and take this life into your own hands, as none of us can do that for you, all we can do is point you in the right direction, which is something I have already attempted to do. If you hit the search bar up, and type in money you will find all sorts of rituals and spells, and many if not all require little to no skills and often only a few tools, which may not even be necessary unless you need them to put yourself into the right mindset, which at this point you may very well need that.
I believe in the post you created that @Lady_Eva linked to you a fairly comprehensive thread- Money Spells (And Other Workings) That Yielded Results
so if the search bar is just too complicated to hit up in this desperate state, then I highly recommend starting there, or looking into magical books by authors such as Damon Brand, Corwin Hargrove, and Henry Archer to name a few, that have covered the subject of turning your poverty into success with little or no tools and using almost entirely your imagination and few minutes of your day for a period of time. Hargrove probably has the simplest and least dramatic approach of any author I have read, and is rather beginner friendly, even to the desperate. In fact, all of that desperation would likely work well within his system of Djinn magic, as the drive and need being rather flamboyant is something I see that makes his system work particularly well with the djinn.
cheers from Australia
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