Hi there! Im yui6748,0yeah that girl dis is my second account and i cant reply from dat anymore
Thank you for elucidating more @Lizzy, and welcome
Hello! I am Hailee. I have never personally practiced any magic before, but I have always found it extremely beautiful. I know beautiful may be a odd word to use, but the practice and art of it seems extremely beautiful to me. I really like the darker kind of magic and rituals. Here is some of my current goals followed by my struggles.
Some of my currents goals is to have a Good life, and make many memories along the way. But also explore the unknown, I believe there is tons of unknown things in this world! I would like to slowly bring myself along the way to start opening myself up to doing some light magic. I want to learn many things about magic. Of course while doing it safely.
But among other things my life has some downsides. I have never been capable of keeping friends for too long, or any lovers. I have struggled with depression as well as anxiety my whole life making it hard to socialize or even get out of bed. I struggle but refuse to let anything get me down! So I look forward to the future and not dwell on small things.
Sorry for time taken to post an intro just figured it out:nerd_face:My name is Alfie my path before was Golden Dawn for almost 30 yrs but faith wears thin.I was introduced to lhp about 2 yrs ago after a health scare and docs meds I shouldn’t have been on caused me a full yr of anxiety and panic attacks,I was at my wits end couldnt see an out.I contacted someone I knew from school who said she worked with demons and it didnt faze me I’d have sold my soul for respite.I,m a great reader so I started working with this girl and slowly but surely I could feel,see an out but little did i know the girl was scared of most demons.After 1 bout with Asmodeus she was terrified and left me to fend for myself but I thought it was amazing and decided there and then to start working on my own.After a while I started to realise I had been the one healing myself not her and wondered why she kept asking me to join rituals which i presumed was fir healing but upon doing my own research i soon figured it was to further her business aims and actually made me really I’ll again.I was really mad by then and vowed i,d never be had again so i started working with 1st Dantalion but it seemed like temporary relief maybe 3 days then after going through with help of this site near every spirit that healed and found Beleth and right away I noticed my anxiety had left but still wary I kept working with him and realised It really was gone and even when I did feel anxious I had a strength to deal with it.I owed there and then this was my path no doctor or angel had done nothing for me so I owed them nothing.I started studying and had heard about long invocations and started few 21 day invocations after 1st one which was a mistake I did one with Belial and from there everything changed including my awareness.I felt his energy so strong and after about the 3rd day I started hissing,mouth wide open and the energy I had after was unbelievable.I started also getting my old mental strength back but this was more than normal my anxiety was gone and I had this confidence and my initial fear of demons was gone too and shortly after and everytime since I have had partial possessions where I started noticing I was moving my head from side to side like a snake,then as I said the hissing started and I was taking intakes of breath no human should be doing but the energy was empowering me in every way possible then I started hearing in my mind "dance of the dragon? I hadnt a clue what was going on and since after another few 21 day invocations to Lucifer,Hekate and I’m doing one right now with Lilith I have went through all sorts of dances that I can only describe as animalistic?I feel I’m a serpent then a big cat animal?Then a dragon and sounds mad but I feel my shoulders being pulled back and I have wings,I hadnt a clue what was happening to me but not once have I been frightened and through probably a month of research and asking questions which nobody seemed to know either I’ve found out it’s my own dragon awakening.I am still a but confused to why its happening to me but im in it till the end and again I havent a clue how long this will last but it’s my path now,that im 100% sure of now.I also noticed I can go into this state without just by closing my eyes now and I said to some friends I dont think I need any equipment now and I’ve proved that to myself by summoning demons without a sigil or enn just my intent?Honestly I havent a clue what’s happening and even folk on this path for yrs cant tell me what or why it’s going on as none have been through it except one a girl I know who I said I’d go in with Lucifer with for moral support has started mirroring my actions so much so we even swap videos and experiences daily to show how similar they are.We are as surprised as each other as to why us maybe someone can shed some light on it?I’m sorry this was so long winded but I feel I’d be doing a disservice if I didnt explain how much this path and demons have helped me and gave me a purpose again I dont know what yet but I feel my lifes just starting now.
Welcome @Cosmic_star It is a rule of this forum for all new members to properly introduce themselves, so please click the link below below and tell us about yourself and any experience you may have in magick. ie: What you practice, how long you have practiced, areas of interest, etc.
That’s a duplicate account for another member. I flagged it for Eva.
Hello my name is Gabriel i
m a beginner and im trying to learn more about entities and other beings
My name is Nadia.
Fairly new to the magic world but interested in moon magic and astrology.
My current goal is to have more recent spells to manifest and to be tuned into when this might happen.
My struggles are that I can sometimes feel anxious after spells have been cast as I await manifestation.
So pleased to have found this forum!
Hi, my name is John and I joined here for some spiritual/magical advice. As far as what types of magic I’m into, I worship Lilith and am interested in the lhp in general and chaos magic. My goal is to ‘open my third eye’ so that I can gain more visual spiritual contact
Hi there my name is Amaires,I’m an ex-light worker who’s been dealing with some blockages due to childhood trauma with demons and unbounds,I usually study goetic grimoirs and other books on evocation and conjuration with some success, I have about 14 spirits/entities in my keep and Plan to learn as much as I can about the other realms,I’m fairly young (17) but that doesn’t mean I’m any less versed in spell craft or energy work.Any Help with Furthering the development of my Clairvoyant abilities would be greatly accepted.
Greetings from Sunny Southern California, where it is wet and raining…
I’m pretty new to Magick. I have been interested for a while and have books, but never stuck with it or can say I followed through with much. I have skimmed the forum looking for ideas to figure out what path I want to go in. I’ve been a dabbler, which is why I haven’t stuck with things. I recently started working with the Goetic spirits and look forward to learning from the group and posting experiences as I have them. I figured being on a forced furlough is a great time to start absorbing material and doing jumping in!
I am known as Moonlight154 on here. I am from the UK and I have been practicing for a while now. I’m not really sure what to say but I will be on here every so often so you might see me around. I guess we will get to know each other this way.
Have a good day/night everyone.
Please tell us about your experience in magick, like what you practice, and how long you have practiced. Saying “a while now” doesn’t really tell us anything at all.
Edit to add: Are you also Moonlight154X?
Haha I’m not really good at introductions. I see that you have read my post. I’ve been practicing for a while= not long, a few years. Sorry.
If you have found an account on balg like this then yes.
The mods will have to double check to confirm, but duplicate accounts are not allowed on here, so one will have to be closed. Since the Moonlight154X account was only opened on Mar 23, it will probably be the one removed.
Thank you. And yes this would work for me also.
abt 2 months and i pratice candel magick etc but dont have much nd im intrested in chaos, servitor magick nd in demonology
nd @Blizzard can u plz pm me?
I practice some meditation but no spells