Actually, you said Lucifer came to you at ten, not that you have practiced since you were ten. Spontaneous visits are known to happen so it would be wrong to make assumptions.
And Luciferianism is a religion, not a magical methodology so it’s the equivalent of a Catholic saying they are Catholic. The only assumption one can make from that is that you look at Lucifer religiously.
I am merely someone who is disenchanted with the world at large.
I am old, and yet I am not. I am a soul who wanders and I am very upset with “enlightenment”.
I don’t come here to have a joyless time at Walt Disney parks. I come here with the anger of a disrupted chain, the harshness of any voided fissure, and the breaking thunder of power shattering starlight into a collapsed and cooled down stability.
I have felt things most would never believe. I walk horizon after horizon bored of existence… Now I am here in this mudball of a world with the most curious charade playing out among souls… I ask for a ally or a friend perhaps to help me on my journey of this reality…
@DarkestKnight is asking this because it helps us to give you practical advice.
What got you started with magick and spiritual stuff, did you initiate in any orders of study any workshops for reikie etc., and have you ever done spells or evocations successfully? Things like that!
My human self is of 30 years. My experience with “magick” does not end where my life is or begin therein.
From a child age I was practiced in energy manipulation with very basic understandings of the extension of ones nerve impulses and the tuning of forces… Some of it was able to manipulate what was called a “psi wheel” at the time, I was good at this… Yet I found it’s limitaitons boring as this body cannot go much further in that direction.
Other then that I am a well practiced and hard worker in other fields for physical tasks and am trained in a few job fields.
I have experienced however in “magick” the following:
Nerve fryout
OBE
Power burn
Re-directive consciousness manipulation of others , and of my self.
“Connections” or what is known as spiritual possession.
There is alot I could go into but the context of langauge would require deep explanation to ensure the meaning comes across.
To call me a psion would be disrespectful, To call me a envoker would be a disrespect to the art.
I am lord, of “ways”.
I thank you for the attention… Forgive me if I am not a typical “customer” to the services employed here. I barely have money, and all I have is time… I am a dry hobo of sorts, and a angry person no doubt…
I do not wish to take however from people… Your time I am sure is very much valuable… I however am in a bit of a , disturbed point of my life. I seek that which I don’t find anywhere given any Online Energy Coimmunity, spiritual revival, religious group, or enlightenment sect… I wish to find people who care about existence of sorts, and to hopefully find those who like reflecting on reality just a bit… I am sorry if I disturbed the usual things around here.
I’m a volunteer mod and this forum is by no means exclusively by, for, or about BALG’s paid services (though of course those services pay for the hosting etc of this forum). Nor do I do any kind of paid-for magick (no “donations” or Patreon either). That’s mainly due to the complexities of the English Inland Revenue!
But rest assured I’m not a harried shopkeeper trying to hustle you.
Lot of us are into that, try not to alienate too many folks and you’ll start spotting kindred spirits, I am certain.
Not at all, people with unusual perspectives are most welcome and I hope you can share some of your experiences, and maybe stick around long enough to find likeminded people!
Hi
My name is Shahab
I am from Iran. Penalty of converting from Islam is death in here ( because of this i use fake name for my Email address)
To be honest I’m new it magic and don’t know what kind of magic I’m interested in. But mostly I’m Curious to spirit of Goatia, not just to talk to them and see that they are exist ;but to know them.
Blessing to all. I am kyle, new to this forum, I have been on this journey for 10 days now. I want to use my abilities for healing, and helping others. I want to use LHP. My short term goal is to get an ex back. To give love, and be loved. So far everyone has been so nice, and I try to give back as much as possible.
Hello, hope you’re all well. I’m Tempestas_Vindictae, which is google translates “Latin” for Storm of Vengeance. Not that anyone might care, but that’s a reference to an inspired mood I had during an attempt at meditating outside in a thunderstorm. One of the few successful attempts at meditating I’ve had. You’re all also free to call me by my nickname Kitty if you want, that’s fine too.
I’ve lurked here without an account for a few years. And even though I “bit the shark” (or whatever the phrase is that I can’t remember ) and made one, well, my shy self will probably still lurk in the shadows more often than not. I feel like I have far less to teach than to learn.
I’ve always had an interest in witchcraft since I was a kid. That was what I wanted to be when I grew up unlike the “normal kids” and their “normal dreams and aspirations”. Though I’ve never really been a practitioner, more of a dabbler than anything. I have had several experiences throughout my life with several unknown entities. It’s made me question my sanity more times than once. But I figure, hey, if I’m nuts then so be it. I’ll go hang around with all the other “weirdos” then. Maybe I’ll feel less alone and like I don’t belong amongst the “normal” people.
I have little in the way of skills or talent when it comes to magick, but I tend to find myself drawn towards the lhp and darker side of things then anything else. I don’t know where life is going to take me next or what I really even want from it. I tend to find myself stuck in a state of one foot in front of the other. But I want to delve deeper into the occult and see where I can utilize to improve myself and my life.
Aaaannnddd I guess that’s it? Sorry for being so long winded about nothing. I tend to do that heh
I’ve dabbled with meditation, and a few spells that we’re hit or miss on some of them. I have also tried a more Koetting means of Goetic evocation to varying degrees of success.
I want to improve in divination as well as being more capable of communing with spirits. I can’t really see, hear or sense them so well. Only rare instances has that happened.
Hello, my name is Darrell, I have been practicing the LHP for 6 years now. I am currently 24 years old, My goals are to build a strong relationship with the goddess Lilith and become one of her children if thats how we have to put it lol. I am currently struggling to get her attention, i have had dreams about her and felt her energy i believe. But i can do alot better i believe. Thats about it guys i welcome all questions & Im very happy to be apart of this thanks!
What system of magick do you practice? Saying you’ve been on the LHP for 6 years doesn’t tell us anything at all about what your experience in magick is, as LHP is more philosophy than methodology.