Me too! I actually did „spells“ as a child, did „scans“ of ppl and events, and I talked to spirits, collected sticks, stones, insects. Didnt know what I was doing but some instinct was there. First book I have ever read(or remembered) was about astrology and planets.
I was beaten up regularly for being that way.
Magick was with me since forever but yes; I stopped at some point because of the conditioning of society and being told I was evil or alien etc.
I was not strong enough to go against all that.
Also too many other traumatic events that broke me.
I wanted to belong somewhere so badly. And feel normal. I never felt normal.
Well…
and here I am now lmao. 18 years later
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Hello I am Asbit. I was a Ceremonial Magician years ago, pre-Chaos Magick. I came back to the path, you might say, two years ago. I have never done any actual ‘spells’, but I am about to try one. I have experience with pathworking and servitors. Not much else to say. Thanks for having me.
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Welcome @SullaFelix
Where are you from?
How long ago was that?
What did you practice? Do you have experience in any specific systems or traditions?
I am in the US.
Golden Dawn Magick mostly.
We are talking about 48- 35 years ago.
I read about most Magick forms that were around before Chaos Magick. I pretty much just learned about it
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Hi my magic name is Tinka Bell
That’s the only name I go by,
I’d very much like to ascend that’s one of my goals and to somehow find a mentor,
My profile picture is the one with my account profile image of an anime character,
Not sure who it is but just thought the asthetic looked cool and kind of similar description to how I look,
Also I’d like to learn how to make very good friends with demons,
I found out through a consultation with Mr Duvendack,
I believe it was,
that my patron demons are as follows:
Amducias
Shax
Zagan
Volak Valak or whatever way his name is said,
I’d describe myself as shy quiet and peaceful I really don’t like fighting or arguing,
Also I have heard that Volak,Shax, and Zagan,
Can be tricksters,
Oh,
That’s nice,
So what people are basically telling me,
A person who is new to magic
Is that the good news is yes I have patron demons,
The bad news is they may try to trick you or ruin your life or royally mess with you,
Is there any demons that won’t do that,
As yes I’d love to get to know demons and make friends with them,
But how am I meant to do that if all they’re going to do is be mean,
See me as inferior due to me being stuck in a human form,
And trick me,
Or say to me that,
Who are you,
To summon me,
Yeah that doesn’t make me want to work with them patron or not
So that’s all for now folks
See ya
Kind regards love 
peace 
light 
to you all .
Tinka Bell
Hello everyone. I’m Nolan, stumbled on your forums a while ago and lurked a bit, enjoyed the posts Alexander made about the ancient ones… so I finally decided to sign up!
I don’t have much to tell. I just like taking in the atmosphere and enjoy seeing the old ways still being alive and well.
Welcome @Nolan Please tell us about yourself and any experience in magick you may have. This post doesn’t really meet our intro requirement as it tell us nothing about you.
Where are you from?
Do you have any practical experience in magick?
If you do, what, exactly, do you practice, and how long have you practiced it?
Do you follow any specific systems or traditions?
If you don’t have experience, what areas of magick are you interested in learning?
Sure, sure. I’ve been practicing magick all my life. From the tiniest little ‘drawings’ I made when I was a kid, to riling up my spirits to heavy music, intoxicating myself and touching planes beyond with psychedelics and friends.
I do not follow any system or tradition, I’m too… boring for that. I believe in the free world. 'Murica!
Also, I know my way in the planets and stars, the ‘other’ realms, herbs, and things like sports. I have a cat and I’m also big in Egyptology, which is also pretty magical, imo.
That 'nuff?
Not really. That is really general and pretty vague.
That’s all you’re going to get from me for now.
That’s fine. Flagged for the mods to decide if it meets our rule or not.
Aight, thanks brother. I don’t want to empty my story before my third post.
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Only thing I wondered, what got you started? 
I was similar, started early, a lot of improvised stuff (which I still use), no real “structure” as in named “paths” or whatever, so I know that kind of vibe, and it’s hard to lay out like a resumé.
I don’t remember at what point I decided magick was a thing and I was going to do it, just wondered whether you rtecall any specific experiences that got you started? No probs if not, like I said I don’t! 
hello. I’m new and i have no experience in magic. I want to learn how to do a death curse
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Hi, i am Daphne, i am from Europe.
I started out in the northern tradition.
I also tried Russian black magic.
Now I’m trying to master the left hand path.
I’m pretty bad at it.
Now the main thing is to advance a little further, because I don’t see any results and learn how to read the tarot even better.
Hi Mr Nolan I too am new here I think I left a statement about the kind of stuff I’m into metaphysically basically anything dark mad bad and dangerous to know if it’s anything like vampires demons werewolves shapeshifters dragons Vlad Dracula the Impaler unicorns elves pixies Selkies mermaids pixies Seelie court of the fae Seelie meaning light and also the Unseelie meaning dark court of the fae which includes demons vampires werewolves grim reaper dark legend like the dullahan in celtic mythology and the fairy folk the morrigan triple goddess Hecate and the shide also called the banshee so I guess you could say Im eclectic and don’t follow any particular path nice to meet you virtually lol XD hahahaha 
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@Tinka_Bell Welcome! You have my blessings on your journey!
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Hi guys, I’m blah, nice to meet you all.
I have experience with invocations/ evocations of demons, all of them have granted me what I seek except for the first time which was because of my laziness to be fair. I’ve strengthened my third eye to be able to see swirling shadows but want to strengthen it to the point I can see spirits as clear as humans and work on my clairaudient abilities. I keep astral projecting by accident and want to carry through with it however fear keeps me at bay for some reason. I hope to work on that.
Nice to be here!
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Aww Thank you Miss Tigris 
