I’m more interesting in becoming a human
and living in civilized society and not be hospitalized in a mental institution- been “sectioned” four times- two voluntarily and two forced.
Israel has a very rigid religious orthodoxy and all “deviant”, “devil-worshipping” behaviour gets you hospitalised and/or arrested- been there, done that. Did not kill anyone, steal property or any of that sort anti-social behaviour.
I have a natural affinity for the spirit world, have blue-eyes - spontaneously see spirits, energies. Get visions from them.
Haven’t been doing anything organised and systematic.
I feel, I have a strong tongue- been able to manifest reality with words and labelled narcissistic personality disorder.
Would love to join group work- especially “dangerous” ,“chaotic”, “strong” black magick.
Read extensively- Israel Regardi, Aliester Crowley and the like.
If you have a history of being treated medically, that might be the kind of magick which destabilises you, and makes it harder to keep your work under wraps.
Do you feel able to generally separate your magickal life from your internal experiences, sufficiently to “pass for normal” in everyday life and with friends, family, etc?
What was the earliest time you recall this happening (I don’t mean exact dates, just approximate sort of age)?
Can you please tell us, here or in reply to my other post, whether you have any experience with magick, or have ever had a psychic or supernatural experience before? It helps us to advise you better on what to do.
My “magickal” name is my handle above. I’m 45 straight male. I’m into vampyrism and ritual evocation/invocation. Currently intending to reignite the current I invoked 25yrs ago. Current struggle is figuring out this thing…(oops)
I mean, what catches your fancy? You need a place to start so knowing what exactly you’re drawn to will help us to advise you on appropriate resources and direction. Most people come to magick because of mundane reasons like love, or money, or knowledge, etc.
My gran-grand mother was a gypsy and she was a strong magishian as everebody told me, and when I was a child she told me that I will have same power as she in a future. And seance not long time ago I srat to see, feel and hear different things that I can’t explain… so, I come here to know more what is this if it’s related to the magic etc.
My goal is to ascend and obtain a certain level of mastery.
What led me on my conscious spiritual journey was when I was seeking help for my younger brother who needed healing. When I was around 17. Once I discovered that their are people out their with mystical powers it led me on a journey of self discovery and self development. I’m constantly striving to be the best version of my self.
I have suffered a lot of turmoil in my life and one thing I was really scared of was black magic and demons and stuff. But recently I feel I’m ready to take the next leap and learn about all aspects of reality.
So I want to learn about Angels, demons and what ever else is out their. I’m slowly letting go of my fears and I’m excited about the next chapter in my life when it comes to this stuff.
When it comes to what type of magic I’ve been involved in. I’ve mainly focused on morphic feilds.
My short term goal is to purchase all the books from this website and start of by reading and learning all that I can from the books.
I would really like to soul travel. I have had a outer body experience and it blew me away and I would like to be able to do it at will.
Hello my name is Silas. I’am come from indonesia. I’m a medical doctor here and I dream to marry a European or American girl. I looking for something spesial in here. I like sex and lust spell. I want to be able to learn the power of the gods and practice. Can you help me?Hope you are willing to help me.
Hi dark night I’m really rubbish with this stuff. I was trying to edit it so shows me replying to your answers but it’s showing like you’ve written it, all in the grey writing.
I held back from sayings more about the item as I didn’t want to break the forum rules or anything. By promoting some else’s business
But here a description of the item
The item will constantly raise and push your vibration to highest level possible while drawing from external energy sources and then imposing it on your body, the work can be quite intense and isn’t recommended for users who aren’t ready to commit to such a process.
Your own system can become overwhelmed and you will find yourself needing to take a break to simply let your body integrate the changes. Your body will feel very tired and you will need lots of extra rest and food to replenish. I cannot stress enough how much commitment is needed, this isn’t a toy to be played with lightly. Lots of people will believe that they are ready for anything but the hardest change for people to accept is the erosion of ego and the diminishing sense of personal ‘will.’ In a sense to become more, you become ‘less’ or less tied to this state of reality.
I beleive I have already answered the second question I’m here on balg to learn about certain beings. Name them angels, demons and Gods etc
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