Hello,i’m darl amir and i have an interest in theistic satanism,reincarnation,souls and demons.I’m glad to be here in this forum.
Welcome to the forum @Louis_Rocky 
Where are you from?
Do you have any practical experience in magick?
If so how long have you been practicing?
Hello everyone. My name is Shane but you all can find me across platforms as Lord&Lady.
I’m happy to finally remember my password to my Balg account so I can invest some time in the forum.
I have been a practitioner steadily for 4-5 years, mainly LHP.
Currently I am working through the monographs and degrees in the Antiquis Mysticusque Ordo Rosae Crucis.
I’ve practiced divination with runes and tarot, dabbled in channeling and automatic writing, extensively explored dream work and astral projection, and achieved clear results working with Goetia and Hellenic deities.
I am from California! Not a proud Californian but there are things that bind me here. Even if I manage to leave for small periods of time these things always pull me back home.
As for my current ambitions or struggles,
I want to get much better at spiritual invocation, and have been struggling to feel like I’m headed in the correct direction spiritually. My skepticism is growing stronger as I become more lost, which is a strong implication of many things.
Finding a community such as this is exactly what the doctor ordered.
Hail the Hoof
Hail the Horn
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Welcome to the forum Hail Cernunnos.
Hi everyone,
I am Anna from Europe. I have read some verz interesting topics on your forum and decided to join. Btw, English is not my native language so sorry for bad spelling and grammar!
I have been practicing first chaos magic then demonolatry before but I made a huge break in practice… And in the last few months I am trying to get back into it again!
Working with Dantalion currently and also practicing with other demons on improving myself and solving my problems.
Welcome @DantalionsChild
How long have you practiced?
For like 5-6 years.
Hello Everyone, I’m Kabir, but you can call me by my username RedStone9.
After years of religious indoctrination, and suffering from literal horror stories, I finally broke away from the mainstream orthodoxy of my religion Sunni Islam. I’ve settled for Sufism and Occultism. And I live by the motto of “Nothing is true, everything is permitted”.
My occult journey began really in highschool, in short I was tired of this constant cycle of having everyone around me be it adults, teachers, coaches, and even lovers constantly of either shunning me or highly critical of me. I was treated like a 2nd class citizen, and an outcast.
Since 6 years old my life was pure hell (in the abrahmic sense). An autistic brother who was violent, annoying, beat me severely, along with constant drama and trauma from my parents and grandparents. Its like Peace was poison to them. I don’t want to talk about it too much…I have several horror stories that no child should have ever have to go through. I grew up with the foundations of being scared, alone, powerless, and a punching bag for everyones frustration and madness.
The only thing that pushed me to go harder was pure love. Love of a specific person I wanted so badly to be apart of my life during softmore year of highschool is what pushed me to do better. To do shadow work, to improve, to learn, to apply, and see how far I can take myself.
And while I did shine for a bit, I ended up crashing, sabotaging, and ending up back in square one constantly.
As I noticed reciting the 99 names of Allah, praying Salaah (Islamic Prayer) with Kushoo (a form of deep focus) , exercising, and combining it with Neville Goddard Law of Assumption got me the very results for my desires to manifest…well most of the time. I was doing a form of Chaos Ritualized Magick without even realizing it.
But unfortunately my inner fears had gotten the worst of me, I was afraid of losing of what I had, and very low self-esteem I ended manifesting my fears.
It was a lot of trial and error. And by the time I got to college it felt like I lost my magickal spark, along with everything I’ve manifested was gone.
The most frustrating part was walking home alone at night after classes were over. I could not understand why life constantly threw at me the very things I did not want. My nervous system also started slowly but surely going haywire and I was constantly depressed and filled with anxiety. And when the pandemic hit, and being stuck with an dysfunctional family my only way out was Weed Edibles.
Weed allowed me to calm my nerves, be in a euphoric and blissful state, where I could finally imagine the things I wanted to without my mind constantly shifting from you have it…no you don’t have it…no you don’t deserve it…ofcourse you deserve it.
I had a period of spiritual confusion from 2021-Late 2024. I’ve looked into many religions, and ironically it was Islamic Occultism, Gnosticism, and yes even some Catholic/Orthodox Christianity that got me more into the occult, because I wanted to get to the bottom of several questions I had.
Questions that got me into psychosis for a long time. Why does this system of manifestation and magick work? Why is there such a split in religions? Who actually has the right religion? Is their a right religion? Did a man make this up? Why does God hate me so much? Did I do something wrong?
So Many Question that Religion could not simply answer…until you see the cracks of all of it. You realize that all of your answers, everything you’ve been told has been an utter lie, and that your answers can only be found within the Occult.
At first it was very confusing, but in time I managed to slowly “get it”. Teachers like Bobby Hemmitt, Bill Donahue and Brother Panic made things much clearer on understanding the Occult side of things.
While channels like Gnostic Informant and MythVision helped me better understand the history of the occult, and abrahamic faiths.
To this day I continue my studies, and still consider myself a newbie to magick, and I have much to learn and apply. I look forward to perfecting my skills in evocation, astral projection, and controlled lucid dreaming.
Thank you for reading .
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Greetings everyone. Name’s Tora, 21 year old.
I’ve always been into demonolatry but never knew where or how to start. I don’t have any experience or such. I actually find the forums here very helpful, thought i might actually, finally, learn how to get myself into it.
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Greetings! My name is Rose, I’m from Illinois, and I’ve been practicing for I think 2 years, Possibly more! I mostly contributed those years to working with Satan while occasionally researching other deity’s and gods. but I don’t have too much practical experience with magick, but I did have a past passion for tarot reading, and communicating with the dead. Right now I’m super ambitious about working on myself, and possibly working with other deity’s.
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First, I’d like to thank the Admin for giving me the opportunity to come and share in this forum. I have been following the work of E.A. Koetting for years, and I am truly honored to be here today. I’d like to introduce myself by answering the following questions.
How long have you been practicing?
Since 2018.
Do you follow any particular system or tradition?
I use several different systems, per need basis.
Do you have any practical experience in magick?
I have the following gifts:
Remote Viewing - (This is a very powerful gift, I use it in different cases which includes cold cases, missing persons and more).
Remote Influencing - (I can influence anyone, anywhere, with a photo).
Telepathy - (I use this gift as a tool to communicate or send messages to others).
Radionics and Psionics - (I have learned Radionics and Psionics with Uncle Chucky. When doing any work, I always enhance it with Radionics and Psionics).
Psychic Attacks - (I can hurt people real bad by attacking them psychically. I only use that gift when need be and when someone really needs to be checked. This is a dangerous attack, and I use it very wisely).
Energy Manipulation - (I know how to manipulate energy to make it work in my favor).
Where are you from?
I have origin in North Africa and Europe and I now live in the USA.
Photos if you’re comfortable.
I avoid sharing my photo to protect my own energy field. In real life, no one knows my gifts, so I live my life “under the radar,” and I love it this way. However, I have this dark side in me, and I can turn it on and off at my leisure. So, privacy is truly a huge thing for me.
Current ambitions/struggles
My ambition is to share with others and continue learning. By watching E.A. Koetting and J.S. Garrett, I found out years ago that they both use Radionics too. I am aware that many people on the forum are working with demons, and I do understand the intent and the energy. I find power in darkness, and this is why I am here.
I am also very business-oriented and I love to study international laws in different jurisdictions. I am an excellent strategist. I speak French and English, and combining my business mindset and how to beat the odds with my spiritual gifts makes me very unique. I see the world as a chessboard, and I love to surf on loopholes.
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Hellooo from Arkansas, coming in to drop my intro post. Been a lurker for a while but I feel I should start being more active with like-minded people, so I’m excited to finally join. Been practicing for 13 years (since I was 13, I’m 26 now) general occult paths, my very first path being divination, which I still do all these years later. Been a practicing Theistic Satanist/Demonolater for the past 4 years and while I believe in the fluidity of practice, I honestly think I’ll be a good ol’ devil worshipper rest of my life, LOL. I believe in Satan and the folkloric Devil as one and it’s inspired my path these many years both philosophically and practically. I craft as an act of devotion a lot and make art talismans, prayer beads, lots of sewing of sigils/altars, cooked food offerings, and have a few different altars set up I’ll have to share photos of in the future.
Besides divination, I’ve also always been a great researcher into curses and how hex magic is defined across cultures, but over the years and the way Satanism has changed me has made me curse less and less, actually. I love working with entheogenic plants for demon rituals more than anything else, and has given me great, personal experiences with many demons. I mostly work with a modified Goetia to be as demon-friendly as possible, but I research other books and paths for lesser known demons to expand my work. Above all else I consider them more teachers and guides to help me move my own power along and grant me ideas than asking them to do things for me, but petitioning and prayer are still things that come up in my practice. I work with the general Satan, but I also regularly work with King Paimon, Sir Furcas, Duke Bune, and Pazuzu, and recently got into contact with President Glasya-Labolas.
I guess the only things I’ve really been struggling with is learning weather and vampire magick. Been a long time but still learning everything! And trying to get a better green thumb to start a poison garden. Can’t wait to explore here more and meet everyone!
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Hii, hope yall are doing fine c:
I´m devil, i prefer this surname cause i don´t like my real name and it also was given to me by someone i love.
I started this magical journey since i was 14 and i started by reading tarot and now i discovered my true light in Satan and demons <3
I like to work by a mixed system, a bit of everything to make it balanced
I´ve been practicing magic since 4 years ago but i couldn´t be as focused as i wanted to be cause of a health condition, now that im doing fine in mental and physical health, i want to dedicate myself to learn more and practice magic with Satan and my demonic guides.
Currently im working in getting better at learning.
And that´s it, if i can help answering a doubt yall could have (if i know smth helpful), for sure i´ll help c:
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Hello, I am 29 F from Portland, OR
It seems most of my practice would count as being psychic or with not self-directed agency.
Aside a lifelong draw towards magick and the paranormal, my UPG began about 16 years ago.
When I was younger it was much more difficult to determine the veracity of sources in magick, so I did not dive deeper into it until about 5 years ago when I had an uptick in UPG I began to meditate more and realized I did not care about the physical plane much, so I focused on studying ways that the paranormal influenced the physical plane, and different eastern philosophies/spirituality perspectives on world beyond the physical.
Noteable sources and subjects I enjoyed:
-Joe Dispenza
-The Monroe Institute (GATEWAY tapes)
-The Psychic Witch
-Buddhism (Bon if I had a specific focus)
-Daoism
-Shinto (Mostly Inari)
-Anything tied to Spirit Foxes
-General Shamanism
-Dream therapy and practices
That said I have not been very strong with memory nor discernment, and I have not practiced ceremonies nor rituals. Consider me a beginner working on their foundations to build up to more consistent and reliable results.
I came here to discuss with other people with their experiences and details of their techniques, and to feel more at home compared to a world that seems largely to be skeptical against magick and the paranormal. In this way I hope to develop a healthy level of discernment that I lacked when I was younger exploring these subjects.
My goals with Magick and the supernatural:
-Assistance with regaining my health
-Assistance healing my partner from fibromyalgia and other issues
-Finding a career I can focus on and enjoy to move out of the US with my family as soon as possible
-Spiritual Hygiene and Protection
-More reliably observing and traveling the astral and etheral planes
-Dream walking
-Contacting my Spirit guides
-Working with Inari from Shinto
-Bilocation
-Preparing for the adjustment post-death
-Shapeshifting(Doesn’t have to be physical)
Struggles/Obstacles:
-Discernment with what is true/false
-History of being ungrounded, and too much in my head oblivious to feelings
-Lack of motivation/ambition to stay consistent
-Not comftorable with my voice
-Finances and space to set up rituals/ceremonies
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Hi.
This is my introduction. Seeing the nature of the forum, I don’t want to reveal too much personal information about me haha. Just chilling. I was a lurker but finally joined. I have been reading a bit about this topic and it is definitely very interesting. Hopefully I can grow here 
Thank you for having me.
- I have not practiced magick before. Just some sigil and did some reading.
- I don’t follow any particular tradition.
- 0 practical experience in magic.
- I’m from Australia
- As my name suggests, been struggling a bit with mental stuff. Magick is such a broad topic, it is difficult to even get a start. But I think I will start with building my astral senses. My goal is to eventually get to evocations/invocations and be able to communicate effectively with spirits.
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Hello everyone. My name is Ahmed and i am from london. Im here to learn magic and learn from experienced people. I love to practice Arabic magic, although i never had any success. So i would like engage with like minded people who can guide and teach me.
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Welcome to the forum
- How long have you practiced?
Hi all, I’m Judith from Germany.
My path to magick hast been a winding one. I’ve had spiritual and sometimes paranormal experiences ever since I can remember and looking back I realised that I had already done some involuntary magick as a child.
My christian upbringing did not much to help me integrate or even interpret those experiences so I turned to Zen, which I’ve been practicing for about 15 years now.
After a while that left me a bit stranded as well, it just was too passive for me, I needed to learn to handle and use all the energy. I got into shamanism and shamanic journeying helped me a lot and is something I still practice today.
About 8 years ago I came across the GoM, got my first books, did my first rituals (quite sceptical at that point…). Had brilliant results and dove a little deeper into the while subject of magick.
Over the next years I practiced on and off, working primarily with Angels and the Norse and Greek pantheons and dipping my toes in some ceremonial magick. I always had a deep feeling that magick ist what I’m supposed to focus on, but, as these things go, I didn’t really commit to it.
Until my 40th birthday rolls around at the beginning of this year, when my while life was flipped upside down in pretty much one day and I was plunged headfirst into magick again and basically told “THAT’S what you’re supposed to do, just f* stick with it.” Well, I did and those few months have transformed my life beyond recognition.
At the moment I’m focussing on working with the Angels of Omnipotence, as well as building a daily routine of meditation and ceremonial magick. I especially love pathworking and visionary magick in general.
Currently I’ m mostly working on inner alchemy and developping my astral senses.
Sorry, this turned out a little long, anyway, excited to be here and looking forward to learning from all of you.
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Hi my name is Charli
How long have you been practicing? 2 years on and off
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Do you follow any particular system or tradition? Christine/spirits and I don’t believe everything I read or hear
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Do you have any practical experience in magick? Yea I had some really blunt kinda sarcasm tarot cards
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Where are you from? Kazakhstan born not raised
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Photos if you’re comfortable
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Current ambitions/struggles I want to unlock what my dream with Azazel or spirit ment and maybe explore what’s been in blood since the beginning of time
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I been practicing for last two yeses