Well here we go…so you wanna know my experiences with magick…well here ya go
Think of me like an Alphonse Elric (The Full Metal Alchemist). Starting out either I was gifted and didn’t know it, or I was an arrogant genius of a fool . I knew nothing of Sigils, seal, talismen, or proper spell structure. All I knew was when I moved from my birth town to where my mom grew up so she could take care of her aunt is where it started…”Maurice we are moving and going to a new town. I need to make a promise and do something for me…Yes Mom what is it?..I need you to control your temper, because if you don’t someone will either kill you because they fear you, or you will kill someone and either way I don’t want to lose you. Can you promise me that you’ll control that temper of yours. Yes, Mom. That’s a good boy, I love you. I you too Mom.” (Actual conversation me and my mom had)
So, fast forwarding come to new town…and try to behave myself self as we agreed. From the time of arrival in the 3rd grade to 5th, I snapped. Seeing my mother’s relationship fall apart to see her beat for the 1st time and feeling helpless to stop it, and continuously seeing the evil of the world around me as people kept calling me evil and the son of the devil. I was like fine since you say I’m a devil I’ll show you a true devil in the making…I’ll become a demon. So made a pact with Lucifer. Saying…”grant me the great power of a demon, and I’ll break the gates of Heaven down. Even if I’m defeated that I’ll grant you entry to take the gate. Only let kneel at your side.” Was my oath. From that moment on I began eating raw meat that I would consume the blood. Burn the pentagram into my arm and carving it’s connecting line with an ink pen into my flesh. I started scrying to evoke demons going outside at night to train in the darkness/ under the moonlight in my martial arts that I might be a fit warrior for the army of darkness.
So by middle school I knew spoken intent of will. That’s what I equated spells to. So, females teased and mocked me for my quietness; I sought a way to get even. A method I only used twice as I felt remorseful of such a cruel power. 1st time I entered someone’s dream. In actuality I thought it was my dream I had control of. That I decided I would give her pleasure as she couldn’t stop me…it was what I willed. So, I removed her panties and began to lick her soft moist young virgin pussy. As she couldn’t stop me; all she could do was moan with reluctant delight. So, decided that was enough I will wake now. Like I stated, I thought this was my dream I willed…until I arrived at school to see the look on her face. Bewildered, terrified, and violated was her gaze at me. “Naw…I said to myself that was just a dream. It’s all I’m my head I surely didn’t do that. Or did I.” I must try this again tonight. So, I fixated my thoughts on the next girl I had a crush for and went to sleep to see if I would encounter her as well. Surely enough I awake in what look like haze in a bedroom, and lo and behold it’s her the other girl I proceed to do the same thing but this time enjoying myself a lil more I sucked on her young firm breast. Feeling the firmness of her erect nipples as my tongue caressed them. Then, inviting myself to the enjoyment of her never pleasured virgin pussy. Firm, warm and moist even with the hymen still intact. Still again I think this is only a dream that I willed and non can stop what I will, and I proceed to wake up. Again…the same perplexed bewildered look of fear and violation as her eyes fell upon me that morning when she saw me for class. Two distinct different girls, but the same exact look. This is no coincidence this evil I will not use again even I thought to myself remorsefully.
That was was my first two encounters of using Dream Invasion, and my last. I’ll be sharing more of my experiences. Later