Hello my name is Maurice…I’m a bit different. I’ve lately been searching for answers that was told to me would be revealed at the appointed time. I was born in SC. I’ve recently come out of Christianity. Why you asked. As I started searching for truth I found it to be based and steeped in lies; used to control the masses and I refuse to be a sheep.
Something is quite odd about me. When I was born my mother told me as she holding me she had me so she wouldn’t be lonely any more. I never wanted to be coddled,or breastfeed. Even when I was hurt as a child I took care of my own wounds mostly. In elementary other kids called me the son of the . Mother told me at that age she didn’t want to show signs of fear of me, but at times when I was angry there were times it startled her. That I didn’t look myself; that I would appear darker transformed having an appearance of having horns or my irises turning blk with my pupils. Even now people are amazed at for my size I’m insanely strong.
But the craziest thing about me that I go back to is my dreams. I was once attacked by a demon. There was a beautiful man sitting by, so I cried out father save me…he simply said why should I, when you have the power to do it yourself. At that moment I transformed into a demon myself and ate its throat out. Other dream I had the same told me “they will never accept you. For the very hand hold out as to help them; they will spit upon that hand. The dream that really got me is the one that I was back at my mom’s house. I get up to use the bathroom and find this being in the bathroom admiring himself. He looks humanoid but reptilian like. I try to fight, but he over powers me as if I was child…putting his foot in my chest and pushes me to the floor with his foot as he was taller than me anyway. As I lay on the floor struggling to get his foot off my chest as he’s admiring himself still he says I don’t understand why you keep fight against me; especially since your my son. Mortified at hearing this shout to him you speak lies and the truth is not in you…(yeah spoken like a Christian I know ) …for I’m a child of light, a son of the most high god. He lifts up his foot; as i get up running to the front door opening it to get outside. I jump off the porch and unleash my wings. With two great strokes I pull myself into the air. Looking down I see him looking up at me with a smirk as I fly backwards into the astral portal that opened so that I could wake up.
Well this is my introduction to the community as I truly start my Truth journey unto who I’m I really…as I learn now to truly accept my Succubi that very well could have been with me since I was a child and I’m just now realizing it.