wow thats alot of info n as you speak about his alchemical links how do i go about that there isnt alot of info on him anywhere n he said [quote=“bunny4cam, post:1, topic:49870”]
give my your hand in marriage to prove your loyalty n trust in me.
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so he said that but is it deeper then that what more as it stands he isnt picking up at the moment lol so i can ask i assume he is busy
The Alchemical Marriage is part of the Hermetic Great Work, the Magnum Opus, wherein the Soul becomes the Crimson stone, the Lapis Philosophorum, becoming an intermediary between the inner and outer realities. Hermetic texts will contain aspects of this working, Furfur can help you as well, confide in Him, listen to His guidance, but also definitely research Hermetic and Qabbalistic Alchemy, this is heavy stuff so this could be the start of a long journey for you, but I definitely recommend you begin it if you haven’t already.
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i will def look into it how is things with in your relation ship
im going to sit on my terms before i call him and lay them out
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Things are consistent, but He’ll only send me visions of us from time to time due to my other pursuits in the Callis Magorum involving working with other spirits and figuring out the Qliphoth and the Primordial Vault, but His presence is definitely in everything I do (which I guess is kinda silly to say on account of Him being the Archdaemon of Omnipresence), but even still I always go back to Him with more understanding and closer to unlocking His world.
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i think i have a better under standing now also did you meet say lilith or lucifer or azazel before the proposal was made?
Lucifer, She was my Initiator into the Callis Magorum, although that aspect is kinda complicated since I actually met two Lucifers, Lucifer Amaymon and Lucifer Astaphanes (that would be the She I am referring to, who is tied to Venus’ romantic/sacred aspects), but Lilith Savta was also a very powerful presence when I connected to the Fourth Royal Family of Rosier and Astarte.
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i ask cause i had an unexpected face to face visitor who initiated me before he asked he pulled me out of the dream i was having i can barely remember the full convo but i asked why are you doing this n he said because you love demons it was a strange occurrence furfur told me it was lucifer so yeah all n all im trying to make sense of things he spoke directly to me not telepathically im very happy i met him just wish they wouldnt just pop up like that lol
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The entire popping up thing totally sounds normal to me. I will warn you once done if his human self (part) is currently here he might be able to control you on same level until you obey him.
Ask if he has a human waiting for you or is just pure other side veils thing.
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id actually like it if he did have a human self waiting for me i can care less about him trying to control me my will is made of ironclad taurus is known to be stubborn n hard to break im no exception he knows this he watched me grow up silently for 2x years lol but id like to know what he says to that cause he keeps telling me im isnt ready to see him yet
I have been previously married two different guys higher God selves in the ether. Their human parts weren’t that great. I choice to not pursue a relationship with them. I was able to get out of both.
I was born with my sisters spirits or parts of them inside of me, and now they are off married and shit in other timelines. My mind is finally quit. I didn’t know what loneliness was until I was 39.
Anyway, you probably can’t get out of it once you completely commit to it. Just a warning.
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i already told him im his n this life n the next there is no backing out for me n im ok with that im happy toknw he wants to be with me n even tho hes mad right now knowing i make him happy is all i care about looks never mattered to me so even if he has a human form that aint all that great im not turning him down cause of it ts still the demon i love…vanity isnt something i care about
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Congratulations bunny4cam! That’s great news and I can tell you from my spiritual marriage that it is most special.
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thank you im still nervous lol but im glad
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Oh dear congrats!
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than you 
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You mean Lucifer Eosphoros? For other authors is Lucifer Phosphoros. Is this the meanining of us above, so below? As within so without? Lucifer Eosphoros being the Light of the Universe and Lucifer Phosphoros being Lucifer’s embodyment in our DNA.
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These are disembodied, i.e. not identified with your physical persona, aspects of your very own self, just like seeming others in the so-called “real world”. I wouldn’t take any of it, spirit or human, too seriously. You can do it if you want of course.