I am new. All of this is new. I recently made a letter of intent towards lillith to send me an incubus who will protect me from the bad spirit in my room, and to heal me with kindness, and open my senses (I use to see spirits all the time as a child, but my fear and doubt locked it.) Well, we have been getting along well enough. It’s hard with me being locked, but he loves pendulum and does ok with other methods. We primarily interact there. But I kept thinking I hear him in my head too.
I am here because I have a question. Is it normal for them to leave and come back? He seemed upset the other day and when I tried to inquire why, thinking it was me… he said it was at himself and that he had to leave. I asked how long, he said about 2 months. I was devastated, more than I expected. And we said goodbye. Niw I Know it was him I was hearing in my head because it’s not there anymore. And my pendulum is completely limp and still now, nothing. I don’t sense him at all. And I’m worried now. Is it normal for them to leave?