Howdy y’all, It’s been awhile since I posted anything, but I figure I change that by asking the very knowledgeable ones who know about certain spirits that I wish to incorporate into a show I’m writing and will slow post them on YouTube. To give an idea of what my show is; A Shaman reviewer of movies, shows, and even subjects that should be covered that may not be film related. I believe good stories can influence and change the world for the better, and my show is might to tell the audience how and even practice what I preach.
Now, my character is a Shaman, pushing away all that is modern and corrupted by the Media (kind of like what I’m struggling through now). Mostly because there’s no substance, inspiration, or even creativity. From a sad and broken man, he rebuilds himself to be something greater through his journey through the occult and supernatural. In short, it’s me but I’m adding embellishments for the sake of entertainment and inspiration for my would-be viewers.
Now to list the Spirits that helped me in real life and in this show, which I do plan to commissioned an animated movie (to be frank it will be Anime, because I owe the medium for inspiring me to stride on the path of Excellence), but need to make sure I am portraying them as accurately as possible, even if it’s not %100 accurate, I just want to show these my guys/ladies my deepest gratitude, by making them into excellently written characters to be worthy effigies
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Odin and his fellow pantheon members (mainly Thor, Baldr, Freyja, and even Loki)
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Trimutri (Shiva, Vishnu, and Brahma) can’t forget Kali, Druga, and Ganesha.
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Hecate (pssh, I want to work with Hades and Hermes)
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Lucifer (his Djinn aspect), and his Infernal associates; Lilith, Samael, Mephistopheles, and King Paimon, Azazel
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Gabriel, Michael, and Rafael. Yeah, don’t really work with well known Angels, but recently been conjuring Angels of Black Magick provided by Festos.
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Ahura Mazda, Angra Mainyu, and Zurzan (note it’s not an official deal, but I do want to change that if anyone wants to help with that, especially Zurvan).
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Ereshkigal, Marduk, Ea/Enki, and Enlil, Anu (not official yet, but tried meditating to Ereshkigal, but I can’t tell if it’s a true connection, so, again if anyone can help, I would appreciate that.)
I know, this is a large list of supporting entity characters, but these are the guys I look up to as my ideal role models for my path Excellence (also I will take up recommendations of other Spirits that are fitting for Excellence). I even already thought of an interesting storyline, which motivated me to want to create this post in the first place. I had in mind of an Anime movie that goes into my story and how I rose up from my most low. Like it’s a movie meant to inspire others to shed the confines of their depressing prisons. Something akin to the Karate Kid, like these Gods/Goddesses motivate me to train my mind, body, and spirit! Cue the Montage! lol but seriously, I am becoming a true badass by sacrificing my comfort to make my muscles ache and swollen.
Later on though, there are dramatic moments, like one example from my show, where I comment on the Gender war derived from the Social Media’s poisonous views on relationships and sacred bonds of love. This enrages me to the point where I show I have ripped my own heart (meant to be a spiritual metaphor for my disdain and even pain that I have gotten from my prior relationships), because I cannot take the years of pain, and foolishly seek to numb myself. Which did happen in Real life, but as a result, it got worse when I watched an Anime show, that I recommend for you to watch “The Ancient Magus Bride” which burned my cynicism in an terrifying inferno that I felt much worse than before, because now it makes me want to seek out love, once more.
The dramatic point in the show, involves Odin looking disgusted by my actions, and I just ask in a very arrogant tone “What are you going to do about it, Old man?” Also for some reason, when I rehearse this sequence, I see Odin in my mind, looking disgusted by this decision. So, I got to ask, does Odin actually care about such things? Like Romance, love, and such things? or is this me just imagining things? I know for sure it is him, because I had dreams about him before, like in short about the Dream: my departed love ones dancing around a firepit, and I see him sitting some way from the fire and I merely greet him and he greeted me. I can’t remember the whole conversation, but hey I loved when he interacts with me, and to me, he’s like a Great, Great, Great Grandfather. So, maybe rejecting Love is something he doesn’t want me to do?
Also to thought of a scene to go with my Origin/Journey, where I confront Odin (which I am planning to make it official) about why show disgust toward this action. Still working on the dialogue, and may revise if this doesn’t fit Odin’s motif. In short though (though I will write out, upon asking), Odin calls me out for still being that wounded puppy, yapping and snarling at everyone, just because of the decisions of a few whores that broke your heart. Rejecting it, just makes your pain much worse. Worse than anything you can imagine. A condition without hope can make you feel truly hollow, and you’ll truly never experience the joy of finding love, raising a family, and living in your twilight age with pride that you have children and grandchildren while sitting beside your wife in gratitude that you can die with no regrets.
Then at that point, I just challenge him to find me a true loving, kind, loyal, and empathetic woman, who is the most excellent in this country, and give me a new heart, if I truly won hers. Do this, and I shall take back, what I said and more. Since Odin has done impossible feats before, how can he lose? I don’t know if he can, but deep down I know he could. So, again I’m not sure if I should make this challenge, because I had a Vision of Kali giving me a solid bitch slapped that hurt so much, I felt it in real life. Anyway, if you like me to elaborate more, you know I will happily do so. I hope this was at least an interesting read, if nothing else.
I also foresaw three possibilities: Odin sends a beautiful warrior Witch, fitting as a Physical incarnation of Freyja, herself, which I shall at first be dismissive towards her words and need to see her actions are justified and true. Second, I or he fails to find a woman here, and I am forced to find love elsewhere, like Japan. So, I can learn Shintoism and find love. Third one, which I consider cheating on Odin’s part, he sends a Japanese woman to me (in whatever situation), while she’s studying abroad here in my corner of California. Yup, even prepared to call him out by Yelling “THIS IS NOT FAIR! YOU CHEATED OLD MAN!” because, now I’m forced to be my true gentleman self and be drop my dismissive guard, since undoubtedly she will be kind, loyal, and loving if I get to the Kokuhaku stage, which is what I learn comes after the third or fourth date, and basically it’s either me or her who asks if we wish to take this relationship serious. Because I am looking for something serious, and I was surprised that Japanese seem to want something serious, either from Foreigners or Japanese, and even appreciate chivalry and kindness. Anyway, those outcomes I foresee, but Odin might out due them in numerous ways.
