Hypersigils and quantum mechanics.
You probably need to summon dead person. They are easy to summon and will convince you that magic exists. I mean not modern humble mumble stuff but to go to a graveyard and etc.
Edit: In fact I have only one successful evocation and after that I can say the thing which I saw with my own eyes is 100% real - as both me and you are real.
Edit2: Long time ago I was like you before I brought something in my home.
Never give up. Never surrender!
Magick works.
That is all.
If you really want to to see proof of magick, call out to Belial and tell him to take control of your life.
Give Belial a couple of weeks, and then come talk to us about how you donāt think that magick is real.
I am sharing my experience here. Keep in mind I am not teenager who believe in everything and usually I believe only in existence of effect. I am āancientā and very skeptic. Around six (or maybe more - around 8) years ago I brought āthe hostā or āland lordā of a graveyard at home. (I donāt know how to translate this and It doesnāt matter.) They said this is the first buried. I have seeing him every night around my bed on the foot side and I was feeling inhumane burden on my breasts and was seeing big black figure with a mantle. At the day time he walked from my right side. I need around three weeks to banish him and to be honest may be he decided to free me. One day he bites my neck when I decided to enter in one Mac Donalds to eat junk food and I feel this on material level - the pain was real. Now I have a mole at this place. Keep in mind I donāt have āpsonic abilitiesā and didnāt use any meditation at this moment. I summoned him with a incantation in a certain date. There are several dates in the year when you can summon him. I felt a huge heat when he walked after me from the graveyard.
Before this case I didnāt believe and my experiments with a rite with demon helper started to convince me that I am doing bullshits.
Edit: A women which took me once to the graveyard a day after that wrote me on Skype. āI am not sure I must tell you this but when you went to the graveyard appears a huge black figurine which was higher than the trees.ā
Will he put my life upside down in a positive way or very negative way? Like what could happen if I had give him a free pass to control my life?
I really consider doing this, but I donāt want to fuck up my studies, if I drop out from university, iām in for some serious trouble and financial broken misery and debts and I donāt know where I will end up.
He can mess around with everything except my school stuffā¦ But I assume that it doesnāt work that way lol.
Make it a part of The Pact, and specify a time period.
The successful evocation of a demon requires ability to keep your mind in at least Alfa state. Otherwise it is like to imagine something. It will be good abstract exercise without benefits. Donāt expect wonders.
I usually do the void meditiation which Adamthoth has posted. Afterwards iām in Ī±-state and fully relaxed. I can sense the energy of a spirit / entity but I donāt hear anything nor do I get messages from them in my head.
I am still practicing my madras / chants / third eye / crown chakra mediations and I hope it will open up this year.
sounds interesting, I am thinking about it
Sorry. Ignore my comment. I was thinking you are OP.
How does that contradict = what makes that an paradox to you?
the law of mentalism seems to be a hanging point.
If itās not that, try banishing mars from you and invoking venus.
Do that for a couple of days, and actively watch your thought patterns / emotions.
It should release the blockage you mentioned, Vovin.
Once youāre satisfied with the changes achieved, close by banishing all elemental energies from you and invoking mercury.
state to yourself:
āI now trust in the magick that flows through me,
and continue progressing itās Energy to my understanding.
So mote it be.ā
That should anker the results in.
Sincerely,
Ā„āBerioth
Iāll try
Thanks!
Your state now is something like āa crisis of faithā. This is the name which is given to this state by the chaos magicians or may be they adopted the name from somewhere. I would like to give you hope but the solution is in your hand - brain is the better word here. I would suggest you to try some tradition for which you can find books - maybe voodoo, runes, etc. If you find book The Graveyard Wanderers from somewhere there are good things inside it. The book is in English so you can use it. You can use it and share your opinions here. Keep in mind - it is not mandatory if for another people something work to work for you also and this is some kind of rule with this things.
Edit: If some types of entities just donāt like you this definitely means some others will like you and will be ready to work with you.
I know that one ālikeā is enough, but that is something that deserves more than ālikeā.
Certainly. The ālikeā is just the beginning.
Honestly, after evaluating a lot of things about myself, maybe I might consider the idea of getting back with somebody, but they would have to be okay with me having kids, and being very heavy into the occult, as well as supporting me being in the occult, so the chance of that happening are virtually nil.
Sure, he or she might be out there, but itās a long shot at best.
You would have to use demons that control love to get back with her (unless you can do that without them) and demons that can control minds like King Paimon or Belial to get her interested in those things
You donāt know the history, but if it was up to me, Iād [redacted] and do it slowly.
Unfortunately, itās illegal to do that, so unfortunately, that level of Revenge will have to just stay at Fantasy in my head.
Iāll simply destroy her in the court system, piece by piece, exposing lie after lie, false accusation after false accusation, and Iāll watch her breakdown piece by piece.
Or you could use magic to kill her