Yup. I’m smart enough to pick my battles. I tolerate things but some things just need justice . I’m well evolve spiritually. I’m not doing this out of reaction. it’s a choice with 100% awareness of what i’m doing. I’ve weigh the pros and cons of doing baneful magick. If you were in my head , you would do the same. She’s gone overboard with the bad treatment vs my good loving effort. Don’t like being used or played with.
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That’s the spirit - let the bastards have it with both barrels! 
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Better person? Give me a break. Punishment and “justice” go together.
That sounds like a blatant reference to male virgins who sometimes forget to clean their room and wash themselves in a certain area.
“Men who plunge their swords into who they desire shall produce more men with swords who are not scared to unsheathe them. And they shall inherit the world.”
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No, you don’t want him back, you want him dead.
You have to be sure those people never change.
To be a victim is not OK.
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Call on andromalius to break you ex and his girlfriend up, and dratalon or pazuzu or keltar to curse him @Angeela
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I’ve already called on Glasya Labolas to remove her and destroy her.
I’m working on the other parts now. I haven’t found that much information yet. I do want him in the end to crawl back to me once he’s got nothing to remind him of who I am because he seemed to have forgotten who tf I am.
I’m not the one to bring chaos and such, I always try to even stay out of arguments but doing what he’s done to me I can’t just let that go and know that his life is great with no punishment.
@zzzzzzz That is true. I don’t want him, I want him dead. I want the guy he used to be. I want the guy I fell in love with and who he is now is not that guy. I have no idea who he is. But for now I want him to suffer and feel my pain and all that.
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That’s kinda how I feel about my ex getting revenge on him too
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I’ve been taking a deep dive into the Necronomicon as of late, you should probably consider a trip to the bookstore and get the Necronomicon Spellbook.
Some people call it bullshit, I just call it effective.
Just be careful, What you see how easy the rituals actually are, and what you start doing research into the lovecraftian current, it can get kind of intoxicating.
At least three of the names of Marduk are very good for what you’re seeking. The rest will help you along your path.
I’m tempted to go on a long rambling diatribe about the discoveries I’ve made as of late, but that’s not the point.
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I’ll look into it. I’m researching anything I can find.
I’d love to read about it though. I mean you could pm me whenever about it if you want. 
Yep, there’s specific Goetic daemons that do this. Vassago, Marbas, Valefar (break secrecy), Botis (read behind actions), Alloces (truth of emotions), Haures (to receive answers), Andrealphus (get a confession).
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Its not a gendered statement. He is saying harmless people are cowards, and dangerous people who act on every petty negative impulse is no better. He happened to be talking to a SEAL member who can remove your head from you shoulders with his bare hands, but the SEAL chooses to act like an upstanding human being and not a rat.
So actually its the opposite of some incel virgin bullshit lol.
I know people want people/things back because they have developed patterns of consciousness, with feelings, in that area but what if, being the limitless being you are, there are many, far better things accessible to you: are you sure you would still want this one?
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I keep trying to tell people this but they don’t seem to get the message. Can’t blame them too much either, I’ve done this about 10 years ago and sticking with those patterns makes them persist even when you’re ready to let go of them.
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Ya. The more you manifest a certain type of energy the more powerful it becomes. Not only do you prolong your own suffering, but once you manifest enough dark energy it will start to consume you, and you have to waste more energy to maintain. This whole life has been undoing the extreme levels of negativity from my past lives and it has been brutal.
People want to act like Im being a virtuous incel when in reality they don’t know the value or cost of life. I’d like to see how perspectives chang when they see someones organs strewn across the ground as they scream for their mother or have a child die in their arms after the kid caught a stray bullet.
The truly powerful dark magicians and their petty, manipulative bullshit is why humanity is a disgusting charicature of the potential we have had as a species. Would the Gods rather see a bunch of monkeys beating each over the head with rocks over petty shenanigans, or see us work together to build something greater?
Edit: you can still be a piece of shit like the majority of humanity even with abilities. Your actions define you.
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I just know that I want to give him the punishment he deserves.
He can’t play me like that and get away with it. Not a damn chance in hell.
My heart wants the guy I fell in love with and that’s not him anymore even though I feel like he could still be in there somewhere but my mind wants revenge
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Why do you want him back then? You get clear first. It’s not easy to curse or bless effectively with such mixed emotion.
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Keep us updated and good luck! I love all your plans, fuck him up. Don’t get back with him though, you deserve better.
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I respect that. That rant wasnt neccessarily for you. I’ve just had some crazy experiences and that has heavily affected my perspective. In comparison to what I’ve seen, wanting to kill someone over being a cheating prick is the pettiest, most low vibing shit. Besides, watching them get what they deserve is the most rewarding.
As I said before, once you choose to evolve and follow in the Gods footsteps, things open up to you that will utterly shatter how you see reality before the experience.
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Everything is an illusion of consciousness and none of this is truly the reality it appears to be. Even with your spiritual knowledge, I wouldn’t take it too seriously but some states of consciousness are more unpleasant than others.
Dont get me wrong I have a lot of rage and I can get vindictive, but I usually regret acting on that instead of collecting myself and thinking about whats actually gonna be the best for me. Acting on those impulses can cause you to suffer as much as your target in unforeseen ways.
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