I have worked a honey jar and a urine obsession jar
It’s been almost 1 to 2 weeks
everyday I meditate and listen to subliminals
Recently whenever I sleep my SP comes into my dreams and I tend to sometimes have good…sometimes arguments with her…and I get really sweaty and tired after i wake up …regardless of how cold it is…I always end up sweaty
Does it mean anything?
Do let your insights
Sounds like “worry dreams” mixed in with “wish fulfillment” dreams. 95% of dreams are just your subconscious thinking things through and storing memories. The only thing I’d say to watch for here is not lusting for results, which can spoil the working.
even tho im not lusting for results
i just keep thinking about my SP during my free time and sometimes i get anxious
i have done nothing to interfere with whats happening and just remain calm
This counts as lusting for results, the fear can spoil the working. Find ways to distract yourself or do it again so that you stop worrying.
Ah, it’s possible that you can’t stop the fear because it’s not fear at all - it could be your own intuition already telling you it didn’t work. You might be able to sense the energies involved and just know it isn’t right. In this case do a different working or do it again, possibly with more feeling or oomph.