Nobody has a bad subconscious, just bad communication with it.
If banishing and clearing isn’t working, parasites probably aren’t your problem. Unless you know of a mage or religious person that really hates you, it’s very unlikely you have been cursed.
I do notice, you’re trying to manifest in the physical, but your very username says you identify with a drug that takes you away from physical reality. Have you tried laying off the drugs and staying grounded and present with your manifestations, thinking them through to make clear decisions?
After that, maybe reach out to Clauneck, he’s good at helping you build a wealthy life.