I need your help to come clean

also try going to a Buddhist or hindu temple for a retreat

@SpaceTravelr Same here. In the beginning of the year I used less and my spiritual growth was going fast.
Nowadays because of using I have more and more a blockage, so I have to stop it. For ascend and for health.

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on that note try some eastern gods like Ganesha for focusing on peace and getting rid of the urges

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eastern gods focus a lot on purity try also guan yin along with Ganesha.

Ganesha ganapati is a good deity to work with for peace and calm

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Not sure if this has already been stated- but perhaps you should go about this in a mundane way. If it’s a “blockage”, you could seek counseling or minor rehab. I’m not the type of person that believes that magick can solve everything without effort first and if you really want this part of your life to be finished then you should detox and work hard to get the drugs out of your system. Then follow the detox up with a plan. You’re going to have to work to solve this issue and I’m not convinced that you contacting another spirit is the solution. Work always pays off instead of shortcuts. (just my humble opinion)

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Interesting to read about this. Thanks

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Well for now it worked, of course with my own work into it. I will keep you posted on this thread. I’m going cold turkey and am lucky that I’m functional during the week and only use in the weekend. This weekend I’ve used nothing. It was hard because I had a party at my neighbors. But it went ok. Now keep this train going.
I agree with you that if this doesn’t work than I need more help.

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Good luck and best wishes hun.

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Thank you @chi, by the way I involved family to now. That’s better, if you need a quick talk then you have someone. And of course I’ve got you guys and girls here. Many thanks.

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idk about that since the mundane way can include unwanted medication and therapy.

go on YouTube and look up ganesha mantras use them during meditation FYI he likes offerings of fruit and candy.

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But there’s no point in going clean if he can’t put in the effort himself. You have to be able to deal with the problems you created for yourself.

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I’m just saying avoid medication can fuck you up worse than any rec drugs SSRIs are hell which if you go to therapy that’s what they shove down your throat

Both those things help millions of people all over the world. Please do not assume your opinion of those things as unwanted is true for anyone but you. It is always up to the OP to decide what he thinks he might need, and if that includes medication or therapy then that is perfectly fine.

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I take meds and trust me not worth it

the side effects alone are hell

I take meds as well and they have been a great help. I would have killed myself years ago without them. The side effects of what I take are minimal, and barely noticeable, but every medication affects people differently. For every person that gets side effects, there are others who don’t get anything at all.

However, I am currently using magick to rewire my brain so I no longer need the medication.

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shit they made it so I can’t jerk off during the first months of taking them and gave me skin rashes up the ass

they can also fuck with your mood and make you into a vegetable state or just really pissed off all the time. I only take one pill now and there are no longer side effects but damn that was hell