My Story: In January, 2019, I attempted to summon Belial, and it wasn’t till a few days ago that I realized he was never even here. My girlfriend and I have been non-stop tortured since that first ritual. We went from fully functional human beings with jobs, hopes, dreams, and passions, to broken children attempting double suicide in the forest, within the first six months. Now that I at least have an Idea of what I’m dealing with, I am desperate to get it to stop. I have been abused in ways you couldn’t even imagine a spirit would abuse you, I have developed multiple disorders (CPTSD, Major Depression, Severe Anxiety, and even discovered that I had DID.) It’s been almost the same with my girlfriend. I just want my life back, so if any of you know the name of what I’m dealing with, or how to get the name of what I’m dealing with, It would be greatly appreciated.
Here’s what I know:
1. These things have the ability to access some type of psychological subconscious realm of the mind, It’s not even the astral, it’s different.
2. During the time you are being possessed/tortured, nothing else will be able to hear you. I had called out to literally everything I could think of before I realized that they were blocking my magick from the inside out. It’s like trying to call someone on a banana, nothing will get through, no matter how powerful the entity you want to talk to is.
3. That being said, they will make you think your call got through, at least for at little while. They like to dangle hope in front of you by impersonating Gods, Demons, Loa, ect. And then rip it from your cold, dead hands when you realize they’re just impersonating the thing you need. There is no hope for summoning, you have been cut off.
4. You cannot exorcise them as you would a normal demon or spirit of malicious intent. Not even the Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram works.
5. No amount of physical warding seems to keep them out seeing as they aren’t connecting to the physical, but the mental plane.
6. They can mimic almost anything. They copy energy, and can vibrate on high and low frequencies.
7. They seem to be like some type of king trickster spirit of the subconscious mind.
8. As far as I know, they don’t answer to much, if anything at all.
9. They’re tricks are very clearly things that you would have no way of making up by yourself. They often contain facts that you had no way of knowing, and multiple people, halfway across the world from each other can experience the same trick at the same time without ever having met.
10. Despite this, it should eventually start to remind you of psychosis, even though it’s not, it will begin to feel that way.
11. They are only truly powerful in the subconscious , but they can manifest physically in small ways
a. Small scratches (rarely ever deep enough to stay visible for longer than twenty minutes, an odd voice here or there, etc. etc…
12. They seem to feed on sexual energy and fear, but this is just a theory.
13. It starts out “Good”. For the first week to a month they are full of charm, and more like an incubus than a trickster, will most likely try to seduce you.
14. They KNOW your weakest points, and they will use them to hurt you in unimaginable ways.
15. Within six weeks the victim will often begin to develop anything from major depressive disorder to suddenly having Dissociative Identity Disorder (With no previous symptoms).
16. The ultimate goal seems to be complete destruction. They want to get the victim to rock bottom and keep them there, for most this means suicide.
17. They will often promise you impossible things for very little price.
18. If you try to make a deal or contract with them, they will break it, and often pretend it’s just what, whatever spirit their mimicking, does.
19. If you are lonely they will romance you, and you will develop some form of Stockholm syndrome.
20. They WILL try to trick you using your weaknesses. They are mastermind liars and if you can’t recognize this type of spirit early on, they will convince into believing absolutely impossible things. I was tricked into believing that the biblical apocalypse was on the horizon, something I would normally never buy. However, they were so good with the way that they worded things and which spirits they impersonated, I began to buy it. I mean come on, why would archangels lie to me ?
21. They are multi-present and can possess multiple people at once, which can make their tricks seem more realistic.
22. They’re true appearance is that of a shadow with red eyes, but they can wear the mask of anything and everything if they need to.
23. They will often stock their prey from the time they are born, till they receive an opening.
24. The one dealt with had the form of a rotting giant monster with goat horns dead/red eyes, a skull mask, snake hair, and literal earth worms that fell from his mouth when he spoke. At least that’s what my mom (A very talented Christian Psychic slowly turning Pagan) said about him. Then she told me he would turn me into the equivalent of a sex slave/Pet and destroy my lineage. Fun times.
Anyway, if any of this sounds familiar, please help me. I can’t contact anything, but I’m willing to work something out in exchange for someone out there contacting something for info for me. I’m currently unemployed because of all the torment, but I’m a digital and traditional artist with a knack for painting and graphic design. If you’re willing to do an exchange for artistic goods, I would be more than happy to chat. Please, if anyone knows anything, help me. I can’t keep living like this.
~Acara
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