I need help I've started something I don't know how to handle

I study many religions and old texts when bored and when reading the book of Enoch I came across a name that stuck with me Azazel and so I kept learning more and more about him and decided (unwisely) to make my first real attempt at magic to make a pact with Azazel. well it somewhat worked I can hear him and converse but I can’t do anything beyond that and the more we talk the less control over the part of me I have to try to hide to exist in society becomes I really need some advice

I know itsome odd trying to follow the path I’m trying to take and not want anything to do with Lucifer but I don’t trust him