so I had a box of my old stuff and I put it far away from me…cause it had bad stuff in it…a few days ago I took the box in the room and I put the books back in my bookshelf…I should’ve not kept a lot of them…in my bookshelf cause I’m starting to feel those emotions again…can someone explain to me that I’m going crazy…(like can you feel the energy from the books I vented on)
The reason I wanted to put it back on my bookshelf is cause I had funny sketches and memories that I wanted to keep so instead I kept all of them…and I should’ve not keep ALL of them…cause now I’m having trouble cause I feel those feelings again
Well, what kind of energy are you getting from the books?
Understanding that they’re sentimental can play a huge part in what you feel when you’re around them.
It might be you feeling the negative energy still clinging to them, in which case you can cleanse them, but also having what psychology calls “emotional flashbacks”. Basically they are reminding you of the times that made you vent.
This can be fixed with the magick that the freemason and author Terry Pratchett mayherestinpeace called Headology. This is part of the work we do called “shadow work” or “knowing yourself”. Imo it’s the first and most important practice a mage can do. Find out know why you do and feel they way you do. When you know that, you regain control and your equilibrium and can be more wise and less reactive.