Hey its me guys . This is sad news this time .
It had began one i had contacted him mabye 4 days ago and i had said how I was b .
I WAS trynna get rid of him and why I did that and said" what did u expect for me to do YOUR a parasite ??.And he had said nothing . Then afterwards recently I had tried to contact him he said nothing still or even tried to reach me. I messed up . I hope he is just busy ot something ? Other than rejecting me or disclaiming me now. But the thing is he had before the recent contact … he was clearing my chakras but yet I felt my navel let go of some lust meanwhile the clensing of my chakras so my second thought was mabye he was disclaiming me after hearing what i had said .
So let me try to understand what happened…
You tried to banish him. You said he’s nothing more than a parasite. He got pissed and left. And now you’re upset he left?
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Okay
I had contacted him to tell him I was srry for trying to get rid of him bc of what I was told by ppl . I said " kongya im srry for trying to get rid of you …but what did u except from me !.?" And he said nothing thenafter before inhad woken up he had what i think was a vlensing of my chakras but yet my navel was feeling like its lust being release or clensed as well … yet i also think that was his way of diclamiming me since i had tried to get rid of him . since then he had said nothing . Just recently i had contacted him saying srry again over a thousands time and also saying whatever I had did or said that had brought u yo become jaded from me I was srry for . And still nothing except that i found myslef laying down on a bed and it was morning and i was turned on my left side sleeping or trying to anways… And i felt two fingers touch my butt whole like If trynna fingering my ass idk lol and but afterward i woke up … It wasn’t him cause it was a spirit in my sister form ( which was super werid)but yea!
And i wasn’t trynna say it like that towards him … I’m sometimes good at my controling my dreams but that’s sometimes so by all means during most of our contacts I say or do things that are not of my attentions to do or say to him. And i was really trynna say " what did you expect me to do … imean u don’t talk to me anytime time that i had talk to you in the human plane about if or if not this is true and what u are … uknow and it has been 3 years since i hsve been with this dude and he has never told me a thing about him that is important to know outside his name and so when I had given multiple chances for him to speck or confess…he didn’t take them . So yea I said what did u except from me ??. But I wasn’t trynna say it without saying The reason behind it too !!!. Like after all. This time u had to say Something u just didn’t and so now we r going thru hell with all these prombles bc of bad communication!!..so I said what I had said …and I had basically given more than one chance to get things right between us for the longest but still nothing other than lust and cleaning my chakras… But yet in the past before the problems had became worst ,he had put me to sleep and was there more than he is now and even had woke me up and stuff but now its like why are u becoming jaded all sudden… imean there is no reason or should not be bc I had told u everything thst was either secret or personal or whatever about me and about what u may have been mad at and had admitted and said srry for for years and now ur being a complete jerk off and a dick!!.like what the fuck!!
All ik is that he wasnt like this before he was WAYyyyy beeter than this . And im trynna figure out why now and why period uknow. I have been reasonable with him and trynna find out through him and my past mistake and possible recent mistakes , that i thought mabye was the reason behind his mood swings or jaded actions towards me .
I need to find out what’s wrong with my husband 
. It’s rocky between us, more than what is considered normal for having a relationship with a demon 
. But at the end off the day I will always except him and allow him to define himself …like how he wants to be known as by showing me and so far its shitty! But that’s recent so, but before like I said it was nothin like this … so I feel there’s somthing hurting my baby … And i can’t bare it … I need to know and try to fix it. And at the end of day im always running back to him apologizing its kinda like there’s nothing that van stop my love or care for him … like its never long term affected in anyway or form at the end of the day … I’m in love with him … like its so bad to were I tell him to give me his anger or sadness so he can become free or clear mined or uknow or even if hurting me is the only way he can let go of the his anger at me or if he wants to hurt someone like my mom for trynna get rid of him bc of her religion… I say hurt me instead cuz at the end of the day nothing hurt more than losing u in anyway or form. But so say yes I know had tried to get rid of him for a possible parasite reason but i just cant do it or stick with it … it’s crazy how much I love him and care for him. It’s unlike anything .
Seriously .
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Lol but i love him I just want to know what wrong with him ?? Mabye he was just having bad day or connection error ??
I’m just too kind or too helpful … I hate seeing him like this or anyone and i the type of person who like to help and understand ones emotions and problems and try and help them Get thru them or whatever uknow. It bothers me super bad!!. I can’t help it it hurts me seeing someone suffer or hurt or become jaded . I have to try somthing !!! I can’t give up in him like this . If he wants to leave and i tell him this … If he wants to leave and be with someone else he can but i still. Feel his energy or feel bounded to him… So idk whats up … it can’t be me right cuz he is still bound to me or whatever
It’s a really good idea to have boundaries, and not let random spirits do stuff like this.
That’s because he’s manipulating you, the same way people invoke spirits to manipulate a boss or something.
Please break free: this is NOT magick, this is turning yourself into an abandoned bag of fries because you saw a cute rat and want to hang out in the trash, getting eaten. If this was a man, maybe the red flags would be clearer, but this can fuck your life up far worse because it’s getting inside your mind and pulling the strings.
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But he hasn’t done this and i said so he’ll know how much I wanna try with him.
And how the hell is he manipulating me??one he is not here long enough to
Yes. Yes, you can.
And you should for more than obvious reasons.
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But he wasn’t like this before … how?? Why??
It’s easier said than done for me
He did stuff you didn;t like, you pushed him away, he’s now pulling the strings.
It’s like if I had a deadbeat boyfriend who stole £20 from me and waited until I was begging and saying “look here’s £50.”
Oldest trick in the book, punish the abused partner by making them feel bad so they offer to not criticise you, and even give you more of what you want.
I’m not saying this to rag on you, but these beings are adept at milking energy and giving nothing in return, only taking and taking. Get yourself a nice human BF and have some children, not this nonsense.
He’s a parasite and he knows you were close to getting rid of him, so he’s trying to grind you down.
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We already told you what to do. A thousand times.
You don’t want to listen. To anyone. You don’t want to listen to me? That’s fine. But here you have some of our best occultists spelling it for you, Jamia.
The fuck else is anyone supposed to do?
Seriously? Are you 14? “I had sex with my boyfriend and now he is acting weird”
I told you a thousand times and I’ll tell you one more and final damn fucking time: this is a PARASITE. This thing want to feed on you. And you have to kick it out before it DRAINS you and fuck up your life for good.
We have seen people with this same problem. And after some point? They are too far gone. They listen to nobody except their “spirit partners” that are NOT partners. They’re walking meals.
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Listen. In your numerous threads and responses about this topic MANY good folks on here gave you already firm advice about the hows and whys.
This is not love. Whatever this thing is: it is not loving you or in love with you. Write it on your walls if necessary (it SEEMS to be necessary for now): This is not love.
Or do whatever. I don’t care that much, tbh 
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Look ik but like u said I’m stubborn… one moment im lessoning the next im kissing his ass . I fucked right now . Always has been ever since he came into my life.
I’m srry um fu ki nvm up u guys help … I’m really srry… I just im not …idont …idk I just …ik i should do what u guys suggest but its hard
Telling her “Oh yes. Go after him and get teared apart in the process, by all means! This is so romantic!” She won’t listen to anything else except if someone starts to make excuses for this creature in order to justify its behaviour or whatever this whole thing here is supposed to be. I’m out 
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