I have no idea what i did and it scares me please help

Dude, you’re calling major level entities, but you don’t know the basics of magickal spell work. There’s easier ways to kill yourself.

Look up the Lesser banishing ritual of Lucifer in order to help you banish her and/or encourage her to leave your life back to where it was. After you managed to get her to go away, I suggest picking up Raymond Buckland big blue Book of Witchcraft. It’s a great starting point. A few years, whenever you’ve earned your horns, come back and talk to us.

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@anon82062754 I would have been shit scared too

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So you called a demon spirit, and got scared when the demon answered?

I hope she stays to give you enough reasons to take magick and spirits - especially demons - more seriously.

:slight_smile:

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You mentioned banishing. If I may interject here, what banishing ritual may I use as a Theistic Satanist? I will never use Crowley’s LBRP, due to its reliance on the names of angels and the false god. Someone else had posted a version of it for the LHP, but I am so NOT into elaborate ceremonial stuff. I want to keep it simple, honest and direct (which is why I love Chaos Magick.) There has to be a banishing ritual I can use which is short, simple, and suited for a devil worshipper / Theistic / Demonalator……

So you evoked Lady Lilith and freaked out when you got results? You’re okay. Congratulations on your success. You have contacted Lilith.
This is exactly what happens when you work with spirits. Get used to it if you wish to continue. It gets easier and subsides some with time.

I hope you’re cleansing to get rid of the other voices and not the womans voice because that would basically be like summoning her just to kick her out and quite frankly might irk her.

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@Rickson Most of us here do not worship and are not theistic in any way so you will find a lot of different banishing rituals, including the LBRP here.

You should check out this post for ideas for something that might suit you better:

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Thank-you for the advice.
I may have to get off my ass and do some serious research to find my own way through this one! There are not many forums out there (at this time) that provide a deeper focus on Theistic / Spiritual Satanism. There used to be a good one for Demonolators (Demonolatry fits well with the Theistic approach), but that forum is gone now.

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As someone who grew up in a very very haunted home. And then I guess later got a bad entity stuck to me for years until I came to BALG… All I can suggest is either you try to find out if it’s Lillith. Or you dont fear it and act like it doesn’t even bother you that it’s there. I’m new as well though. So take my advice pretty lightly.

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No… I haven’t banished her… I took @In_Between_Worlds advise and asked her to be my guide…

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How can i find out if it’s lilith or not?

I actually do think it’s her though… When i was in the shower i smell of sex… And no i live alone so i definitely didn’t do the deed… And i knew from research that she is a highly sexual being

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Mirrors are often considered portals to other dimensions. They are nothing more then divination instruments at last. Just like the L-Rods or pendulums, or ouija-bording. They are called dowsing tools. If you want to summon Lilith, try other methods. Dowsing things, is kind of hard if you don’t know what you are doing, for the simple fact, that you can invite something that you don’t want, and often that something will put the mask on him creating the illusion of what you wanted. - You don’t have to freak out, you didn’t do nothing that bad by experimenting, and nothing is in your home - yet - because nothing will stay if you don’t know the methods to make him stay. One more thing to point out here: study then practice. Is like going into an IT job or any-other job, you need to know what you are doing in order to not lose your job.

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you may even feel intense energies

Is this why the evoking of the Four Demon-Kings of the Cardinal Directions, starting in the north then going left caused people that rely on doing twisted things to alter my life, are experiencing strangeness by extension?

This was the video I made in honor of this thread.

Ask for possession.

Make sure you have a clear intention going into it, otherwise you might end up possessed. which is fine, but if you dont feel sexually powerful, or if you perceive yourself as weak in that area, and needing total help, perhaps that would be overwhelming. So I would suggest working on sexual power, use an orgasm for example, to claim your space back. Also try and orgasm in half sleep state too if you feel you still dont have your space back.

Ask for possession.
Don’t believe what the movies have made you believe.
You asked, now receive.

Thanks… its ok… I made that post when i started magick… Ive been doing some work with her now

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I am glad you had time to learn about Magick, now remember to pace yourself to avoid burnout.

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