I feel like I'm failing like giving up

[Caduceus]

Also check out any of the threads on Lucifer her as well. I just reread his one:

Who is Lucifer, Really?

Hello All, Today I did a ritual with Lucifer. This is the longest one I’ve done with him. I invoked him with the intention of finding out who he really is. Everyone has an opinion on who Lucifer is and who he isn’t. The following is a transcript of this invocation. Quick note: I know not everyone may agree with this. He told me that I could share this, but at the end of the day, it is my message and is not meant to be taken as gospel by anyone else. So, take it for what it is. If you find some…