Hello fellow members,
So basically i am or… i should better say was a master of my own magick. but something went wrong with me. long story short, i made my change in this word through magick when i was 12 years old. i made my damn hag of a teacher get fired from school and made her become unemployed for years. She made my school days a living hell so i wished and wished on any dark force to eliminate this woman out of my life. and it seened that someone heard me. i didnt believed in magck or demons or any of this stuff, i grew up religius and even now i have a best friend who is a pastor. i worked with magick without even known. made things happen when i just wished about them, even as just as i think about them. last year i had this obsession to loose weight and as i just thought about it i started to feel weird like something is changing inside me. the next day i started weighing myself and i was shocked that i LOST 3 kilos. Everything was going great until my pastor told me to burn all my occult books and gave up magick and demons which i summoned regularly as azazel, belial, martal and mephistopheles. he prayed for my “salvation” to his god and now i cant control my magick. Everything is going to hell for me. i cant even contact Azazel which i was very close to. i dont know what to do. i am sworn to the left hand path but with azazels guidence i dont know how i can move on.
Please if anyone has ever had anything like this happen to them please tell me how i can get back to my old self.