Well where to even start: I have some pretty serious medical problems that have completely destroyed my life, I’m under something called remote neural monitoring and the guy who controls my life well let’s just say this guy certain is something else, a real pain in the fill in the blank, he’s trying to convert me to the scam religion known as Christanity and wants me to acquire a sex fetish that I find disgusting and repulsive and I still haven’t even told you all that much yet.
To be honest part of me, somewhat believes I made a pact or a deal with some sort of deity spirit or something of that nature about a decade ago during a near death/ coming back from the death experience and after that my life really took a turn for the worse and to be honest with you, not only do I want a better life, I want answers and I want to know and see the truth. I’m tired of constantly being lied to, screwed over, and having information held from me.
So me contacting an outer world entity may give me the answers and give me exactly what I want and feel I need. Like I said I’m not exactly sure what happened about a decade ago after a near death/ coming back from the experience . Basically in a nutshell I feel it would be greatly beneficial for me to know and see the truth and there is no doubt in my mind that this guy ( very secretive , very rigid, and just overall a real pain sometimes to deal with) and his group who control my life are keeping things hidden from me and I believe spiritual knowledge is certainly one of them.
So in a smaller nutshell, truth, fun experiences,answers, and a better life is your answer, after all a deal with a deity may have ruined my life? Not real sure, seems very and I very plausible though, honestly not a whole lot really surprises me anymore.