I got cross faded at a friends party and felt prompted to walk into an unoccupied room start speaking into my phones voice recorder. I was just getting into Magick and knew some chaos Magick theory but I hadn’t gone much deeper than sigils in my practice. I knew about invocation and had a rough idea of possession but I wasn’t nearly as into it as I am now. I need to dig it up and listen to it but I remember speaking in a very strange low vocal fry voice for about 20 minutes and made a few recordings where I distinctly remember the entity telling me “I know you are concerned with whether or not you are possessed. You are, but for your benefit…” It then gave me instructions I’m definitely going to go listen to once I get my old phone back and running again. Now that I think about it my success started dwindling after I changed phones to my Note 4… Going to dig that out tonight, I think the spirit may have imprinted on it.
What followed was a completely different approach to life I’ve ever had. If you’ve read any of my other threads this was the beginning of my sexual golden era when I had more personal power and dominance than ever before. I became the guy I’ve always wanted to be with women and my personal diplomacy with anyone I talked to conveyed pleasant power and value like I had never experienced before.
I walked upstairs and my friends dog was being a dick so I pinned him to the floor, made him feel bitched and then made a point to completely ignore him for the rest of the night. I pet him later and I was his new buddy, from then on he was crazy about me and didn’t respect anyone else. Immediately after that the magazine cover gorgeous girl I was interested in started texting me saying how excited she was to get together and how “I’ve got to admit., I am really intimidated by you. You’re kind of amazing.” “I hope you’re not …too perfect” etc. What followed was the best month I’ve ever lived. I kissed her within seconds of arriving at her place and 21 intense orgasms later after we hooked up the first time she was telling me she felt owned and used the words “Sex God” to describe me. She wasn’t the only one either. I had options and became the prize. Whoever this spirit is they’ve got my favor. I’m not sure if they’re a Goetic spirit or not. Maybe Azazel? Whoever they are they came to me and I’m glad they did.
How would you go about seeking them out if you don’t know their name or sigil? I’m tempted to recreate the conditions of being drunk and dab high if only I had a rig. For the longest time I thought it was my Kratom strain (Bentuangie).
Does spontaneous invocation happen? They said I was “possessed”. I’m still trying too wrap my head around how this could happen without contacting me asking to be invoked.
For them: I want to work with the spirit from last summer again and hearby welcomingly invite you into my life. I’d love to be able to reconnect so let it be publicly known I am trying to contact and work with you. You have more than caught my attention and thank you for all those experiences you brought into my life, I would love to make a pact and eagerly look forward to working more. Formally, The Norski