Okay so, I know who my godform is (or in my case it’s who THEY are), what they look like and where they come from and have already merged and whatnot, but like I never understood one thing about it. Why are they my godform as in, What determined that these entities ‘belonged’ to me and they are MY godform? The spirits are being very vague with their answers about this when I ask if they are ultimately assigned to us before we are even born by some higher ranking deity, or do these godforms just pick whatever human they feel would be the best ‘vessel’ for them as far as personality matching and stuff is concerned?
I wanna know, this is confusing me and it’s frankly quite irritating!
Also, the main reason I ask is because with my supposed demonic aspect someone attempted to connect with it and told me its name and what it looks like and frankly, it’s a fucking joke. Like, the form this thing appeared to this other person as is so stupid and childish it’s almost like an insult if my demonic aspect would look like that.
Do they reveal themselves to different people as different forms? Even if so, the fact that mine would even consider taking on such a stupid appearance to someone else, is like I said, insulting to say the least and really makes me wonder what in the heck could this thing possibly offer me that I would benefit from? If this person was right, that is. Like what makes it MY demonic aspect? I’d like to know because I cannot merge with something that I do not see as appealing to me.
I am very stubborn. My godform is cool as shit, and especially because of who created them, that alone is an honor in and of itself and it takes on traits and an appearance that I find to be really interesting and appealing. But what created this demonic aspect and why is it MINE? Because unless I find out that something really powerful and respectible created this thing and it’s just revealing itself to other people however it chooses to do so, then I want an exchange or something. LOL (no seriously, does this thing come with a warranty so it can be exchanged for something much cooler and much less like a stupid fucking cartoon?)
According to this other person’s description, it would probably scare a lot of people but I just can’t take it seriously.
oh and, I already viewed the other topics about this on here and they were so long and drawn out that I could not keep my focus and basically did not retain hardly anything I read.