I need help from a demon or something more powerful than myself I don’t know what’s wrong with my life but every day thing’s go wrong when it needs to work and today I got the killing shot I want to be in control of my life but life keeps kicking and kicking until I’m dead I feel like the cosmic laughing stock the divine Comedy of god’s laughing at my torment I’m sick of it I need to have freedom from this shit I need to have control I need to have power I don’t care anymore what it costs I need my revenge on the force that causes all of my misery I don’t care if I will go to hell for it my wrath burns hotter than hell at this moment
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Have you spent any time actually learning the basics of magick? Looking at your post history, it seems that you’ve been more interested in the pursuit of comic book super powers than any real magical skill.
If you want real power and control over your life then you need to get serious and start practicing the fundamentals of banishing, mediation, concentration, shielding, warding, trancework, basic energy work, sigils, and invocation.
Lucifer can help you but he’s not going to just hand everything to you. You need to do your part. Get a copy of Lucifer and the Hidden Demons and use the pathworking to make initial contact.
I also recommend working with Belial to learn self sufficiency and discipline.
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Is there not another demon that can help I only typed Lucifer because I know a lot of demon names and that doesn’t make this post shorter maybe I can offer something that they would like
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You literally ignored everything I said 
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That’s not called ignoring it’s called desperation I’m very fucking desperate
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Then pick the demon du jour and do a petition.
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You said before you wanted a “safe” entity that wouldn’t backstab you. I get that, but it’s doubt that is blocking your magick from manifesting. But it sounds like you’re at a point where a complete change of scene, and the removal from your life of a few unhelpful people wouldn’t be a bad thing.
For this there is no-one better than Azazel and his Nether Lords, imo. E.A. tells the story in The Book of Azazel how he rebuilt his life from the ground up, starting with Azazel.
Taking the attitude E.A. described in this video is paramount:
And you can listen to the Book of Azazel for free here, and I highly recommend it as an “unfuck your life” workbook.
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You have to do the work in the mundane. No entity or magic spell is going to unfuck your life for you and it certainly isn’t going to happen overnight. It takes years of hard work, not just to magic but to work in the mundane.
Take me for example: circa 7 years ago I had no money, no job, no friends and very little family. I had hit rock bottom. 7 years later my life is much improved although it was a ton of hard work and there is still more work to be done because I don’t have everything I want. After 7 years of hard work I do have a lot of things I want though
Your post contains a lot of words but says very little. Pick a goal and work towards it
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I confesses that my idea of Magick is childish and super heroish because there is not that much information on Magick in the internet if I type super powers you get a comprehensive list of super power their capabilities, boundaries and limitations if type Magick the only thing I find is that Crowley came up with the name Magick and if I type energy vampire I narcissism this narcissism that and if I found something on the internet about Magick they can tell me anything I believe it because I don’t know what’s true or not but I want to learn so I have motivation to learn about Magick
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There are some very beginner friendly books available cheaply on amazon kindle, you may find some of these more helpful than googling in the wild. Depending on what you’re trying to unfuck, a few good beginner friendly recommendations:
-Lucifer and the hidden demons (as mentioned by DN) by theodore rose
-Demons of Magick by gordon winterfield and/or Goetia Pathworking by Corwin Hargrove (people seem to favour one or the other of these, not many seem to favour both)
-72 Angels of magick by damon brand (if you’re looking at unfucking in the long term, this one tends to be big picture not quick fixes)
Hargrove and the various Gallery of Magick books are all designed to be beginner friendly.
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But haven’t you been coming here for a year and asking this, and ignoring everything we link you to, like you just ignored the links I gave you above?
It’s not that the info isn’t out there, at that rate.
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Then try what @DarkestKnight suggested. You can get a copy of that book, Lucifer & the Hidden Demons on Kindle and have it within seconds. Read it and use it. It’s so simple to do, you don’t need any special equipment. Just a small amount of time to read the book and learn the process. But if you can’t be bothered to do that, I don’t think the spirits will bother to help you. You have to make an effort as well.
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I understand your frustration.
You can do what I did when I was at my lowest and call out to the demons. You can just call out to them in your mind, in prayer, or out loud.
I kept doing that and immersed myself in LHP literature…nothing much happened and I think thats a very realistic starting point…but over time you might have a small success…a small positive thing happened on one day…maybe you wont notice because if my judgement is correct, it sounds like every day is painful and nonsensical to you, and that state makes you bitter and desperate…but if you keep going, things will improve. Slowly.
I think the slowly part is really the most important and the most gut wrenching at once. When one is desperate one needs help and healing fast. But that wont happen. For whatever reason thats the bitter reality of the universe that we live in…but over time you can become better and things can lighten up.
Maybe I should write my story down some time because I feel like I keep repeating it every now and again, but just to add some weight to what Im saying:
I went from living with my parents in my late 20s, no friends, addicted to drugs, no hope, no motivation to (over the course of many years) moving out on my own and into a different country, actually enjoying life, as many friends as I could possibly need, studying the subjects of my dreams and all in all finally feeling like life is worth living (for the most part eh 
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I also went from “wth I guess I could try talking to some imaginary demon in my mind” to actually believing that this stuff is real and also seeing some real results.
Many demons have helped me on this path: Lilith, Belphegor, Mammon, Beleth, Hecate, Leviathan and more…but most importantly it has been our shining lord Lucifer who has been with me from that bitter, hopeless amd dark starting point who has stuck with me all that time. So if I can give you just one advice: start talking to him and ask for help, even if you dont hear him talking back (yet).
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I need help from a demon or something more powerful than myself I don’t know what’s wrong with my life but every day thing’s go wrong when it needs t
Hi there friend iam kimseyes from namibia africa from the knowledge i get from reading the book called the rites of lucifer said it does not mean you are a magician that you will not face problems in your life
So working with lucifer or other entities will not stop you from going into problems that us human great for our self but there are poeple who will direct you on what you need all i will advice is use searchinh engine example like how to start working with paimom then i hope there will be something that will pop up goodluck
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