Dear @Norski,
Thank you for that very detailed and well written guide.
Indeed, it adresses much of what most people would be able to fix their problems with,
but can’t even grasp, and when you try to help them to get there, they’ll shout and fight you as if you were their worst enemy.
And this:
So here’s the fucky part… You actually love this belief. That thing you likely feel sick about? Your subconcious wrote programming off it for decades and it’s holding other beliefs together as pat of your identity. Your subconcious loves this belief.
is indeed one of the real obstacles,
when teaching others in the craft,
and moving people to become “CAPABLE” - which i use as an general term for what you described as:
Beliefs: “I am not enough”, “I will never matter,” “I have no value”
(They pick the first one because it stings the most and it adds up as the driver)
Since capability means the vastness of ability, i feel it helps a lot with bypassing the many blockage walls the mind likes to build to defend the beloved negative limiting beliefs.
Also, note that there is a very literal component here:
belief =means= be- life.
So it literally addresses the core principles here,
of what we do give power and to continue and live on.
Notice how it feels completely different, accountabiliity (more on this in a bit).
If it was way too long ago to remember then tell it as if your adult self were watching it as an observer. Objectively, without the wound.
Then tell the story with a different outcome, how you’d want it to turn out.
I’m currently using this technique to defend myself against a Prison Sentance and fight my way out of accusations.
So, to those considering wether what Norski wrote here is working or not - i can tell you from expierience - it does work.
It’s not easy. Because challanging yourself within yourself, is some scary shit.
But it does wield massive results!
This is why you got resistance to it. You have to fight it so it must serve a purpose.
To Quote “Rapgod” Eminem regarding this:
“When i put my mind to it, i bully myself to do it.”
[RapGod Lyrics]
[Eminem - Bully (Lyrics) [HD & HQ]]
Browser crashed the Tab,
so i had to skip a bit of your guide.
However, i’d like to give you some insight to how i applied - more or less the same technique Norski Explains to all who decide to use it;
Why is it even called secound re-building of consciousness?
Because the first time,
was after i had risen my Kunda for the first time,
and kind of fallen into a bodhisatva stage where your mind feels like it’s been sucked completely empty,
and you simply don’t exist as a “SELF” anymore, the so called “ego death”, in which your body is left, but anything you’d normally associate with the “I AM”- Phrase, is deleted, except maybe your physical features like gender, skin color, etc. and your name.
I never wrote a Topic or guide on that,
however, since it happened right before i came into contact with balg.
In fact,
it was one of the main reasons for me to search for balg and find it.
Because back then,
i knew i would need some source to learn from,
and later i wanted to give back by writing guides and help others learn stuff too.
But,
techniqually i would have fitted into an Indian Ashram at that time,
only problem: i was sitting in germany and had NO CLUE were such an Ashram might be,
and how to get there.
So,
the secound rework of Consciousness was much more controled,
and different.
But at the first one,
i simply opened up the Tetagrammaton - which by the way, to my understanding, at least at that time, was:
YHWH
translated:
I am, that i am.
And i utilized it to craft a new “ego” or “self” for me,
out of my own body and it’s Kunda i now had access to.
It also matched a technique,
i had read during my research upon kundalini activation,
or possibly remembered from an earlier life,
or gotten from the spirits directly.
Hard to say by now.
But the Technique was,
to become a Ghoul,
and then Possess - mount that ghoul and ride it.
And,
in my understanding that’s different, maybe around here more fancy - words for the process i was undergoing.
Regardless how i view it,
that first re-construction would have been pretty difficult to explain aswell,
sincy all i did,
was chant the line “I am, that i am” in an infinite mantra cycle,
speeding it up,
ever more,
until it bacame:
I am, that i am
i-a tha ia
ia th ia
ia-t-ia
iaia
iai
iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
At which point,
My mind and body was completely locked into the mantra,
and i couldn’t stop it,
the Mantra was speaking itself,
through me,
it filled me with a new Energy,
and out of my Lower body i pulled all strength i could,
raising a voice,
which wasn’t me,
but it was within me,
it wasn’t a spirit either,
if at all maybe my kunda,
- for that’s the Energy it was using -
So than that Voice Shouted “STOP!!” into my head,
and the Mantra stopped.
Took some time to recover from that,
and i was certain that i wasn’t the same person as before anymore.
My senses were hightened like i only knew from Movies about fresh-born Vampires.
I heard at least 20 meters radious through walls,
what the neighbors on the other side of the street were talking about in their kitchen.
My vision and tactilse sense had changed aswell.
Yaah.
I’m pretty glad that i normally don’t have such intense side effects anymore.
So,
what all of this is supposed to instill into those who are reading this,
and looking for solutions for themselves:
Is for you,
to get a severe and intense feeling, a knowingness,
that such changes and Such Magick is possible.
@anon48079295 recently asked me how come i claim specific titles,
https://forum.becomealivinggod.com/t/was-this-another-disguise/78891/6?u=yberion
And this just reminds me about some of the steps i took along the way of getting there.
- Thank you, Velenos,
for inspiring me to write this.
Can you relate some of your personal expierience to this Subject of belief-overwriting?
I’m pretty sure you’ve got some good Story to tell on that Subject yourself aswell.
Sincerely,
¥’Berion