Listen man- I’m drawn to your situation cause I’m in your situation and I’ve made progress.
I’m not jus giving lip service here!
I fucked my shot up with her too- 1 year ago. That’s why I started dabbling in the arts again. Every odd you can think of was and in some cases still is against me.
She’s married, we WERE friends- close; we’re co-workers.
I made my move last October and got shot down hard.
Furthermore- she was willing to end the strong friendship we had because she was so incensed and bitter towards me.
It’s been about little victories on multiple fronts (making many mistakes I might add along the way).
I need her to make the first move too because a) she’s married and b) I work with her. I need to be careful on multiple fronts the way sexual harassment laws are these days. Plus- all of her friends and co-workers had it out for me.
My point: there’s ALOT to manage here!
If you fucked it up the way I think you’ve fucked it up- you’ll need to layer this shit from multiple angles.
You need a well thought out strategy that works on her, her friends, disrupts certain things, weakens her/ strengthens her, develops her, rebuilds her, etc…it’s not just lust man. Asmodeus and Lucifer are some ancient, strong, wiley mofos man. But do some research!
Read the layered love spell here- it will help teach you how to think/ approach this even if you don’t use it.
I’ll tell you too- read Lady Eva’s stuff on Belial and read between the lines. Though he’s not directly associated w/ lust much- he’s THE go to for bringing down the walls and breaking the chains of resistance that block people from thinking and feeling the way you want them too.
Also- if you really want to get your hands dirty- look up Zepar on this site. He’s not for the faint of heart.
If it’s as dire as you say- well…