It might seem like what you did was harsh however the U.K. justice system is pathetic Imo - there is no justice , only the law - your approach seems a far more effective punishment - especially for paedophiles , rapists and murderers. You can literally kill a person and walk free in 15-20 years these days!! How does that even work ?
paedos and rapists ( I have a special loathing in my heart for those bastards ) can get away with as little as a fine and their name being placed on an sex offenders register (while their innocent victims get to spend the rest of their lives dealing with the trauma that was forced upon them!)
You protected yourself and the ppl around you - Good work ! Itās not like you could have confidently relied on the justice system to do it for you - power to you
Iāve been planning a long time to do something similar to my rapistā¦ but have had to wait for various reasons. Covid threw a big wrench in my access to things I needed but now that things are back I can pick it up again. How long have you been practicing? I am a very new dabbler. I havenāt mastered any essential skills I feel. What did you have to master to make your stuff work? . I just made a post asking for guidance about the entity Furcas who is said to be able to stir hatred between people. Maybe you can take a look at itā¦
@C.Kendall ā¦ wow, this hits home, much of this has occurred to me.
However, not sure the reasons you did this apply to me at all, or that someone succeeded at cursing me, but interesting how our life can mirror an others.
Thatās not how karma works tho, itās usually in the afterlife and in the next incarnation that you start paying for your sins, not in the current life.
As someone who has studied Hinduism, I think a lot of people do not understand karma pretty well imo.
He actually has said in a few of his lives and seen it in forum few times that he does not believe in Karma. But with everything he said from what you quoted it is sadly true even where I live. My rapists (yes I have had many nows mot time to go into it) got away with it.
Itās fine if he doesnāt believe in it, Iām not proselytising.
Just clearing up the misconceptions on karma, having studied and worked with eastern mythology a lot, itās literally something Iāve studied since I was young.
And we know that most Hindus are extremely ignorant on karma, what with their caste system bullshit.
I love this initial post by @C.Kendall . I am currently trapped in an abusive relationship. I have looked into spells and have asked for his end during rituals as I thought it was my only way of escaping freely and safely. However, now that I have protection, I am now seeing that his end would not be satisfying for me.
I am not as powerful as Conner is with how he accomplished what he described in his post, but I am learning slowly and what I have found is that it is more satisfying for me watching the piece of sh** go in a downward spiral, losing his sanity, becoming depressed, drinking himself every night and having his mental state become chaotic. THIS is what makes me smile and brings me happiness when he is trying to destroy me and when hurting me in every sense of that word. I think this is what I am meant to understand.
@anon72381092 Your post hurts my heart to read , this was literally me 6 years ago and I just wanted to reach out to you . Iām sorry to read about your situation
I donāt know about you, but I found the hardest step was actually acknowledging that, yes, you are in an abusive relationshipā¦ however i swear something magical occurred on my 30th birthday , itās like I had an epiphany, I changed- and suddenly realised ā¦youāre not stupid / useless/ a bad mother /unattractive / unlovable ā¦ and the rest
Iām smart , I have my own mind and my kids and I deserve better . Have you had yours yet?
You deserve better !
Revenge would sure feel nice , but when youāve been ground down and bullied for years ( in your own home that you pay for no less !) the best feeling ever is to be FREE!
If you ever feel the need to talk (albeit to a stranger lol) but seriously, if you do , please feel free to DM me any time .
Making sure you / your kids are safe is really important - remember you have a right to feel safe in your own home.
Take care xš
Ps- and once youāve got your self free if you still want revenge, you could go 100% full C.Kendall on his arse and make him rue the day he ever met you
Itās not even a matter of being powerful, just a matter of using your anger to fuel the intent needed to accomplish your goals.
Iāll share my story of abuse. Between the ages of 19 to 25 I dated a guy who was VERY abusive. I became pregnant a year or so after we started dating and I ended up having a miscarriage. He berated me because I saw it as a sign that I shouldnāt procreate with him, and unleashed his fury. He really wanted a baby with me, probably to control me. He choked me, hit me, etc and was verbally abusive throughout the relationship. I had enough of his shit and left him after 6 brutal yrs of abuse. He told me he hoped I died while my ship sinks, because I was in the Navy at the time. I met my husband and married him a year later. I got pregnant shortly after I came back from my second deployment. The abusive guy got wind and started harassing me online using fake profiles, called me names, called me fat, whatever. The last thing I said to him was Iām fat because Iām pregnant with my husbandās child and deleted the profile and email address, so he wouldnāt contact me anymore. I was still hurt, but angry because after all this time, the asshole still felt like he could abuse me.
So I got a black candle, got a pic of him and released all of that anger, screamed, told him I hated him and heāll get what he deserves, just leave me the fuck alone, etc.
Fast forward a few yrs, Iām perusing the internet looking for a few of my old friends from before I joined the Navy and the abusive clownās name comes upā¦he was jailed because he tried to kill his pregnant girlfriend because she wouldnāt abort their child. I looked him up and last I saw, he was bitching and complaining because he couldnāt find a job and nobody would give him a chance. Heās a convicted felon nowā¦boo hoo.
I say all of that to say you hold all the power when it comes to controlling your life. If you want to change it, change it. You donāt need to be as experienced as some on here, and you donāt need muchā¦ you just need to do your due diligence, research, figure out what you want, develop your clairs in the process, protect yourself, banish when needed, focus your intent and go full steam ahead.
I agree there is no karma and there is no justice, from what I have learned so far, we make our own .The paedos / rapists/ abusers walk free, The corrupt ones in power only grow richer and more powerful and the ones that need help and to be believed continue to struggle and be ignored .
To abuse a child imo, be it
Sexually , physically , emotionally is by far one of the most abhorrent crimes that human beings can commit. In exchange for moment of sick self gratification on the abusers part , the child is forced to live with trauma ā¦ that they get to take with them for the rest of their lives .
If a person can bring themselves to behave in such a way then they deserve everything that comes their way - and more ( again just my opinion) my mind goes to the film Hell Raiser ā¦ whatās the line ā¦ āyou suffering will be legendaryā¦ even in Hellā ā¦ yeah thatās the only thing they deserve to feel ever again .
I know that the revenge you exacted was between you and your abuser Conner but Iām really grateful that you shared your story because just reading it here actually
Empowered my āinner childā .
I wish every person that has been abused as a child or adult could read your revenge and envision their abuser in your abusers place .
I would go as far as to call it ātherapeuticā
I hope you have found it therapeutic also and I know for a fact that his suffering was and will continue to be legendaryā¦ even in hell
12 damn years I have been stuck for. But now I fucking love the woman I am now becoming. I know my worth, I have my boundaries and I am ready for my new path.
Hey C.Kendall Iām very curious about the cutting someone off from their higher self. How does someone do this and how do they undo this if it ever happens? Sounds pretty awful but deserving to a huge cunt but I like to prepare in case something like this could ever happen. Like say it happened to you could you undo it yourself ?
Hmmm, he sounds like my ex. A sexual predator and when I left him he said he would take everything from me including my life. Understand your rage, especially concerning abuse of children. Work it!
ā¦Off topic I know but that is too cute 
HELL.
