There’s always time…
You’re in control. If you want her back, cut the shit, stand firm in what you want, do a ritual, petition, whatever and let it go, as in no begging, no obsessing, no nothing. Work on yourself and how you contributed to the breakdown of the relationship and don’t do it again.
I understand you’re heartbroken and a little desperate for results, but you’re getting in your own way if you keep doing stuff like this.